I have a Love Hate relationship with nighttime now when it draws near. You can't help feeling this sense of silence which calms your mind and yet at the same time, as midnight comes, so does all your emotional state of mind.

It'll slowly drown your heart as it brings back all those bad memories and depressing thoughts into your head, making you feel lonely during such times. It'll be nice if you have someone around to cuddle up and feel protected with. It'll be awful when all you have is me, myself and I.

Seriously I don't know how I managed to get myself into this stupid unnecessary phase. But it's just so frustrating and annoying and irritating and argh!!! Trying my best to get it off my head. Sometimes I feel good, other times it was plain horrid.

*sssiigghhhh*

I think I need some sort of wakeup device to stick onto myself, just incase such situation arises again and I'll have something to slap me out of it.

Please get me out of this asap. I really don't need such shiat in my life... At least not like this. It's madnessly insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

xoxox