the more badly you want something, the harder it gets.
as you grow older, things arent what it seems to be.
sometimes i wish i can stop the time.
turn it back to where things was so much simplier.
more beautiful. more innocence.
pure. sweet. true. laughters.
i wish to live in my dreams...
perhaps that is why i always wake up so late.
i wish time will stand still....
perhaps that is why i always stay up so late.
Life is always about: - First impressions. - Status. - Education. - Career/Job. - People you hang with.
since when did life turns out to be this way? has time flew by me so fast that i havent got time to breathe everything in? or am i just trying to deceive myself all these while? sometimes i find it hard to breathe... thinking about it makes me sick... having to see it in my eyes, sometimes makes me wish that i am blind... then i can only feel it in my heart and dream it to be somewhat more beautiful...
Sight engulfs you Hearing deceives you Feeling hurts you
So what is real.....? this whole game of life is just so surreal... please... i just need some time-out
Monday, May 09, 2005 @2:09 AM
:: LV Bag Logic ::
if you were so easily available, would that make you important?
The GIRL.
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Her LOVES.
My Darlings & Loved ones
Travel & Living
Shopping
Romance & Excitement
Wonderful Surprises
Laughters
Chilling sessions
Her WISHES.
Graduate
My first offical paycheck Driving License
A Special Someone
iPod
Puppy(ies)
Lose 15kg..for now
Downpayment
My First Car *personal finance* New Canon Ixus New Laptop
Being Happy
A Gucci Bag
Language School
Staying Positive