every beat of my heart

Thursday, June 21, 2007
@11:01 PM

The Manhattan Fish Market

After reading so much about my friends' trips to the Manhattan Fish Market - Singapore, I decided to try out the ones here in Kuala Lumpur...

Unfortunately, as much as I would love to tell you how much I enjoyed the food there, it just wasn't that I expected it to be. The pictures my friends took from their store in Singapore doesn't exactly justify the ones here.

The serving portions are somewhat smaller and not really that fantastic/fresh looking.

One thing I like was their refillable aka "Bottomless" soft drinks :) So like you can order one drink and shared with your other half. Talk about saving money + being romantic...

heheheheh~

Guess that probably kinda explain why some of their stores are usually empty...

Kinda wasted..

A good experience nevertheless. Though probably it might be the first and last time there - who knows.

xoxox

@7:49 PM

Walk Away

What do you do

when you know something's bad for you

And you still can't let go?

I was naive

Your love was like candy

Artificially sweet

I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web

And i learned how to plead

I was prey in your bed

and devoured completely

And it hurts my soul

Cos I can't let go

All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering

I hate to show that I've lost control

Cos I, I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from it

I need to walk away from it

Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known

I was used for amusement

Couldn't see through the smoke

It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds - licking my wounds

Woke up in love and seems so great - deeper, deeper

We both can't subdue

Darling you hold me prisoner - prisoner

I'm about to break
I cant stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

And I'm feeling for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can't make it

It's some state I'm in

Getting nothing in return

What did I do to deserve

The pain of this moment

And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Everytime I try to grasp for air

I get smothered and this sky, it's never over, over

Seems I never wake from this nightmare

I let out a silent breath, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming

Breaking, pleading the world - Ah...

My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true

Each beat reminds me of you

I say...

I need to get away from it

I need to walk away from it

Get away, walk away, walk away

Only thing I need to do is walk away

- Christina Aguilera

@3:22 AM

I'm Late.

Been feeling so awfully emo lately - not sure if its due to pms or something else. And it's pissing the hell out of me. It's keeping me up till late at night...

I'm blessed to have you by my side all the time whenever things start messing up in my life lately. Although sometimes I really wish that you're a drive away from me and not so far away...

You got me through the night, listening and advising me with all my emotional craps. You were there to answer my calls when I needed someone to talk to and made me laugh with your super cold and utterly lame jokes...

Plus I'm lucky to have the rest of my darlings around back home, waiting for me. No matter what happens, I know I'll have all my wonderful beautiful boys and girls to lean upon, shake me up when i'm lost and simply having them just being there...

Don't know why I keep getting into all these kind of sh*t everywhere I go. It's like irregardless of where you start afresh, there'll definately be those kind of bad vibes around to ruin your once beautiful innocence life - creating some stains for that moment, for their personal pleasure and advantage.

Then again, we're all human beings. We make mistakes. And at the end of the day, we have to pay the price for it.

I'm just so filled with disappointments in everything now. All those words, those times, those moments are simply nothing.

So naive. Too soft-hearted. Zero trust.

Really hope that this will be gone soon. I need to get out to clear my head and wash away the pain - Everything.

So glad I'm going home around next week or so - A great timeout needed for me.

I know this will be over in a jiffy - Just needed a sign.

xoxox

Wednesday, June 20, 2007
@1:49 AM

June's coming to an end soon, which means July's approaching and there goes half of 2007.

I've learnt alot this few many months. Met some new friends, caught up with the old and staying in contact with the few precious far away ones. It's like no matter where you go, you'll definately come across friends and acquitances who moulds and teaches you things as you go by the path of life.

The things I've learnt so far, and things that I knew long ago but tend to miss time and time again has been ever increasing.

Some of you has taught me how to love and believe in thyself, no matter how bad or good things may be. Some of you has broken me into ways I never thought possible. Some of you has given me the reminded wisdom of empty words and hurtful sentences. There'll always be the ones who never fails to make you laugh, make you love, make you believe...

On the other hand,

I can't believe the things you've done, did, am doing and the thoughts that are actually going through your mind. All the hurt that you have "showered" me, the broken trust, the empty words, the oh-i'm-so-holy act.

I'm disgusted by your actions and nonsensical sh*t you actually said to me. You have utterly no right to say me in any ways and I can't believe I actually took all your bullsh*t and played along with you.

All these times I cared, listened, waited, and actually worried about you. But what did you give me back in return? More hurtful words came out of your mouth.

To think that I actually thought you're unlike them since you've gotten so far.

What a big fat joke.

You're just like them. A leopard will never change its spot. I'm sure that there're people out there who can stand your nonsense. Don't worry as everyone has a level of tolerence and guess what? People will wake up one day, realised all the painful downgrading sh*t you put them through and at the end of it, you'll be all alone.

Then again, I could be wrong. You might give in, be nice and everything that you were once before. But how long can your spots actually be hidden? Paint will be washed away by the rain. Colors will eventually run off. Then what? I'm sure you'll be able to find more weaker people for you to abuse.

I wonder if they know the real you - the type who likes to verbally abuse and emotionally attack others. Come to think of it, you must be the kind of people who doesnt physically hit people but by using words to attack. How smart.

Don't lecture people on how they should behave and act when you yourself obviously have a problem with it. Not everyone is perfect. Oh wait, maybe there's just one. Unfortunately, it's you - not!!

You cut me so so deep.

I loft you so so much.

And lastly,

driving exam on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stressed yet excited at the same time~

badddd combination.

hahahahahaha

bonne nuit!!

xoxox

Saturday, June 16, 2007
@10:13 PM

Weekend Saturday

was spent having buffet lunch with mummy at Sun & Surf Cafe, Sunway Lagoon Resort and Spa Hotel.

We had so much that I felt like puking and mummy... I don't know bout her but she was happily complaining bout how full she is yet it seems like we didnt eat that much earlier.

hahahahahhah

Anyway, so we decided to skip dinner altogether. Was there from 1ish until 3ish in the afternoon.

After that headed over to the workshop and had our mechanic have a look at our car. In the end he decided to just drive our car over to his workshop from our house on Monday, get it service and fix in one day and drive it back home during the afternoon.

I love my mechanic lah~

too bad he's married already.
:)

seriously I wouldn't know which workshop and mechanic to look for anymore if we gonna get other car brands.

xoxox

Wednesday, June 13, 2007
@10:38 PM

Thanks for the lovely quick chat earlier

really treasure such moments spending it with you

amongst our busy hectic life

xoxox

@2:43 PM

wtf?!?!?!?!?!

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UPDATE: as if turns out, it IS a prank created by this guy. some people seriously has got nothing better to do then to write up on such an awful prank. although you have to admit that it is a good one. Got the whole internet buzzing anxiously bout it. hahahahahha STILL!!!!!!!

Anyway, got the whole source from Sparks off this website he linked from here. and now, let's all sit back and enjoy the next upcoming world news as to what's gonna happen to this Raju Sicko fella.

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is this like fiction or non-fiction man!? grabbed it from the yahoo news after reading it off PMS's blog.... Yahoo can't publish rubbish news online, riiiggghhhttt??????????!!

what's up with these people anyway!??! too much time and don't know what to do is it?
geezzzzz!

North Korea unabashedly blows up the moon
link here
by Author, Associated Press Writer.

NORTH KOREA – The world thought that North Korea didn’t have the nuclear firepower to hit Japan let alone the moon. They were wrong.

At approximately 11:20 P.M. EST North Korea changed the world forever. Using an advanced space missile that the world has yet to even wrap their mind around, the North Koreans showed of their firepower to the world by hitting the moon.

The launch point of the missile remains unknown although an anonymous source says the government thinks it is Nampo, North Korea.

Preliminary estimates put the explosive power of the nuclear bomb at 10,000 that of the one dropped on Hiroshima.

“This has been the most powerful bomb exploded to date,” stated nuclear weapons expert Noah Cain, “and capable of destroying the entire state of Rhode Island.”

As of 11:30 PM EST the Bush Administration was not available for comment on the explosion, although Jeckma Uji, an aide to the President says the government is still waiting for a response from North Korea.

John Canterbury, a resident of Los Angeles, California, was reported saying, “I was looking at the moon through my telescope when suddenly a huge fiery cloud appeared. I ran inside to pray thinking the world was going to end.”

Experts are saying that the amount of debris and radiation that will reach earth as a result of the explosion will be minimal. However, long term effect of the explosion are yet unknown. Many scientists are saying that the bomb, regardless of its size was unable to change the moons orbit.

An anonymous scientists, however, is expressing his concerns stating, “it [the bomb] could have altered the moon’s orbit by a fraction of an inch which over the course of a couple centuries might cause the moon to crash into Earth.”

It is unknown whether North Korea has a second missile with similar capabilities and how the world will respond if it does.

one word - sickos!

xoxox

Tuesday, June 12, 2007
@8:51 PM

Shooting Star

Many times you've hurt me

So many times you've fooled me

But you'll be doing it again

So many times we've spent in

Too many lives we've been in

But you're doing it again

To me the nights have fallen

The lights are on and off again

Is there a chance that you won't die

Won't die, with me tonight?

Like a shooting star to where you are

Are we too late am I too soon?

You'll make it through you've gone too far

Will you ever be my star?

I'm holding onto nothing

No reason worth for living

I'm calling out to you

If it's the only way to keep you

Then I don't want to break you

I'm losing grip again

With you the nights have fallen

The lights are on and off again

Is there a chance that you won't die

Won't die, with me tonight?

Like a shooting star to where you are

Are we too late am I too soon

You'll make it through you've gone too far

Will you ever be my star?

You're walking away

I'll be seeing you through a satellite

If you go

Then I'm walking away

- Hale

xoxox

@11:22 AM

The one of Engagements, Weddings and Babies

so how does it feel like to be some of the few being left on the shelves?

horrible
(-_-")

How do u know when u've being left on the shelf?

SIMPLE.

As each year passes, one tends to get more wedding invitations along with babies' first month birthday celebration invites and you noticed that your list of friends are no longer swinging singletons - like yourself.

Then again, it is truely an occasion to celebrate and rejoiced about :)

Knowing that your friend is happily married/engaged to their loved one, and proving that there is still love and hope in this cruel society today.

So, as much as I loft the idea of being a swinging singleton in my mid 20s, I'm very much happy for the ones who has stepped into another stage of life.

May they carve a beautiful and wonderful family bond for the rest of their lives, and a great role model for their child(ren).

bliss~*

xoxox

Sunday, June 10, 2007
@5:11 PM

"On the corner streets of Paris"

read this really cool story of how this couple find love and can't help but to share it with you guys.
Think sipping wine on the Effiel Tower.... *dreamy sigh*

After graduating from college seven years ago, Shane Krick of Truckee, CA, traveled through Europe with a friend. One morning in Paris, they stopped to help some lost-looking fellow tourists. “Susan and her traveling companion had forgotten their guidebooks and couldn’t find their hotel,” remembers Shane. He took an immediate shine to the twinkly-eyed American, and all four began sightseeing together. Soon, Susan and Shane headed out for some sight-seeing together. “We headed to the Eiffel Tower with a bottle of wine and plastic cups,” he says. “Although I lived in Pennsylvania and she lived in California, I soon knew I had to be with her.” A few nights before departing, Shane kissed Susan, and the sparks truly flew. After a seven-year bicoastal relationship, the two are now living in the same city and getting married next year. “And when people ask how we meet, we can honestly reply, ‘On a street corner in Paris!’” he says. And their tale is proof that love can happen when you’re on vacation, on a business trip—anytime, any place!

xoxox

@3:57 PM

pending plans for July

if there's an even better reason to visit Indonesia - Jakarta, other than to meet up with my relatives and close friends there, it has gotta be this...

like oh my freaking gawd!!!!!!!

i didn't know Jakarta has a KK store else I would have gone there like in a heartbeat man!

And since I'm already in Indonesia, I probably might as well pop over Bandung for a visit since everyone has been saying how great a shopping haven it is.

-only if Devi doesnt mind tagging along with me-

Not forgetting to grab some boxes of these as well on my way back...

hehehehhh.

But of course, the main purpose for this trip will be meeting up with my babes, (and relatives if they're not too busy) catch things up and visit Indonesia for the first time.

Now, to break this news to Daddddyyyyyyyyy..... (-_-")

xoxox