@2:04 PM
I was over the joy and the happiest girl on earth when I looked at what's staring right back at me on my laptop screen. Finally that long awaited day has come!!
Been hippity-hoppy and excited about the trip back for the ceremony, catching-ups, restaurants and all the what-nots. On my mind, it was going to be a great and wonderful trip there, once again.
But now... everything has changed. For that reason, I'm not looking forward to the trip anymore. In fact, I'm actually dreading to go. Of course I've got my beautiful friends there whom I'm dying to see. But other than that, that was it.
The most important purpose for that trip is no longer on my mind. I'm actually hating it, as days here goes by. What I had pictured that very day is no longer a happy, teary. beautiful day for me anymore. Once that picture is developed and hanging on the wall, I'll always look at it, not with a smile, but with an aim...
I appreciate for what you have done for me. But I loft you for the things you did to me. Some thing will never change