Last Year this Month...
.in Sydney.

before the clock strikes 12 and welcomes May in..

i would like to celebrate this special month by sharing with u...

one of my most memorable and bestest time i had..

my 23rd with all my beautiful people!!!!!








the whole vipes and everything just matches up

cldn't appreciate more from my peepz to turn up ^^*

thanks for making my special day the most special one ever!

xoxox

Presenting...

one of our days in the uni~

supposedly to be doin group assignments but i dont belong to their group so i was there to lighten up their heavy spirits coz i finished mine already!!! Wahahah

me and my babes of Autumn 2006 *lol*

and thus, it's been a good week so far.

still feeling very tired though.

as for now, gonna have a quiet weekends and awaiting for Gaz's arrival.

xoxox

i miss you :")

do you miss me too?

LOL -lalala-

thanks for being such a darling~

sugar n spice,

n everything nice!!!

*muacks* *muacks* *muacks*

i.a.m.s.o.s.h.a.g.g.e.d.

this week is awful.. so glad its almost over.

i'm soooo shagged now that i couldnt keep my eyes open when i was downstairs watching cable movie - SAW. i'm soooo shagged that i decided to give up trying to watch and came upstairs, back to my room and just chill...

i dunno if i feel happy feeling this way or i'm just crazy to be this tired and not going to rest still. since monday till wednesday been staying in uni from morning till evening, rushing our assignment which is gonna due next tuesday and doing up our presentation for today.

now everything's finally settled. somewhat i definately feel partially relaxed and easy with 1 assignment and presentation down, 1 last to go.

presentation went thru like a breeze today. and i was actually scared my pants off since yesterday night. our lecturer/tutor isnt exactly an easy man to get along.... not many people likes him...

i know hes kinda doing it for our own good - being mean n all, but someone like him shouldnt be this way. i miss having a lecturer like the one who taught us Derivative Securities back in UTS Sydney. hes definately the best lecturer i came across!! funny, intelligent and not afraid to always talk bad about his ex-wife infront of us. hahahahha he is that fun. -sigh- which i guess explains how i maanged to pass that subject. kekek

i dunno if i shld feel glad that not many people reads my blog. sometimes i feel as though nobody reads it = nobody really cares. i dont know. maybe its just my lack of sleep and tiredness that's giving me all these negative thoughts. been feeling like this lately. bad bad bad bad bad*

oh n i'm hooked onto those downloaded games again. since my broadband is up and running, been downloading games after games and then deleting them away once i'm done.

6 more weeks to finals. me and May made a pack that we have to study hard for our last semester. cant afford to fail no more. so after we're done with our assignments, both of us are gonna head to the library/some place and study together. i really really need to study extremely hard... so stressed :(

ohoh! audrey gotten a job liao!! so happy for her~ after such tedious search and she finally found something she might like. its with EnY. will be starting her first day at work this coming week. wish her all the luck!! i'm sure her colleagues gonna love her after getting to know one another
better.

hope nothing will change once everyone of us enters the working society... already made a pack to always meet up at least once every week for drinks n catching up. cross my fingers it'll remain this way...

on another note, made a new fren this week. her name's Pei Hua. very very pretty girl. petite. very fair. very nice complexion. from sarawak. very nice girl :) the 4 of us took pics at uni today. too tired now so i'll post them up in my next entry. ehhehehhe

gonna rest now.. looking forward to the weekends. and Gaz be reaching KL on monday evening.


xoxox

His Value of Love

been so busy lately that i havent got much time to blog.

so many things i wanna tell and share but too little time this week for me.

anyway juz wanna share a post extracted from one of my loved ones' blog... i feel its quite worth a thought and some time to read it through.

hope u guys out there are having much fun-nier time than me! Ha!

*muackxx*


" Preconceived notion is unavoidable, so how to go about adjusting your mental to make sure subjective ness is not a concern? Image is how you portray yourself. Appearance, demeanor, and etc. which takes long time to let construct, but can be ruined by just a simple vulgarity.

Maybe my lineament and stature isn't so perfect, which makes my body and spoken language possesses negatively. I do admit that sometimes I have opinion on others outlook too, and so all coins have two tosses. I don't mind strangers condemn me. But trying hard to persuade others to stop being obstinate.

Relax, my friends, those who knows you, know you. People that are not willing to take a step forward, is not worth for you to meet him at the street corner. When there is human, there come rumors. Just live your life with true friends. This is the value deep in my heart now.


After falling in love, you will need to adjust your value. Again this is not a one sided issue. The mean value is between both individual's values. If only he or she keeps fine-tuning to meet the mean, the mean will only go further and further away. Only by reducing the deviations, that two person work in to meet each other, can they result in a healthier relation for all time.

Human are living things, too. For a male and a female to come close, scent is a important factor. But human are able to think, which makes feeling another consideration. We often do too much thinking until we missed the one that his or her scent attracted us. Think less, but think intelligently.

Essentially wealth, race, custom is never a worry when the will comes stronger. So if one is never going to change oneself to light you up, better untie the shoe lace as soon as possible. Scent, feel, and think fast. It is my value for love. "

xoxox

*hehehe*

bought a new A4 Tech mousie and a set of LabTec microphone + headset. using the new cutie mousie now and its brilliant!! totally forgotten how nice it is to have a good working mousie. LOL the previous one has been with me for too long.

glad the guy at the computer store helped me out with the selections else i'm gonna be stuck there for ages, juz choosing one mouse. the microphone headset works beautifully too! my lappie already has an installed mic but this headset is much more convenient.

boy do i love my new gadgets!!!!! such a happy girl now

teeheehee~*

LOL

now i cant wait to get a new lappie too. this one is already like 5-6 years old. it has been with me for so long that i cant really bear to change a new one.. so many beautiful memories we shared.. *sobx*

but who can resist all those new babes out there right now?!?!?!
*drools*

gonna get the lappie with installed webcam in it.

i saw one while shopping ard at Sim Lim Sqaure with Daniel when he came over Singapore.

plus theres like sooo many black sleek beauties ard..

how to choose!??!?!?!

thus i'm bringing the expert Mr Ho with me to my next lappie-shopping session.

kekekkekekek

cant wait cant wait!!!!!

hmmm.. i wanna get a new camera too le.. :(

so many new gadgets.. *sigh*

my ADSL doesnt seem to be working... modem cant detect DSL line

hopefully by tmr it'll be fixed.

it feels soooo good to be back on broadband!! counting down to it.

daddy's gonna be away this weekend..

can't bring me along cos he said its for his work..

-BLEAH-

tmr gotta wake up early again

ICF group meeting - assignment n presentation prep.

den lunch with May at noon followed by CFTP lecture.

what a wonderful friday i'm gonna have

i can definately foresee a great weekend too.

.y.e.a.h.!.

-__-"

xoxox

How Fast

time flies now. its scary!!

May is approaching very very soon...
in 1 week's time to be exact.

for the past few weeks,
my all-time favourite song is

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt.

i love the beat
i love the instruments
and most of all,
i love the lyrics...


Did i disapppoint you or let you down?
should i be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
cos i saw the end before we'd began
yes i saw you were blinded and i knew i have won

so i took what's mine by eternal right
took your soul out into the night
it maybe over but it won't stop there
i am here for you if you only care

you touched my heart you touched my soul
you changed my life and all my goals
and love is blind and that i knew when
my heart was blinded by you

i've kissed your lips and held your head
shared your dreams and shared your bed
i know you well i know your smell
i've been addicted to you

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the
one you have been the one for me
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me

i am a dreamer and when i wake
you cant break my spirit - its my dreams you take
and as you move on remember me
remember us and all we used to be

i'v seen you cry i've seen you smile
i've watched you sleeping for awhile
i'd be the father ofyour child
i'd spend a lifetime with you

i know your fears and you know mine
we've our doubts but now we're fine
and i love you i swear thats true
i cannot live without you

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me

and i still hold your hand in mine.
in mine when i'm asleep
and i will bear my sould in time
when i'm kneeing at your feet

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me
goodbyel over my lover
goodby my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me

i'm so hollow baby i'm so hollow
i'm so, i'm so, i'm so hollow
i'm so hollow baby i'm so hollow
i'm so, i'm so, i'm so hollow



xoxox

i found this

while i was bout to go to bed, after i finishing reading Yan Ling's blog...


its taken from her blog (www.thesemicharmedlife.blogspot.com),
one of the entries..


" i really believe that everything in life happens for a reason.

we get things, and we lose things, and we find them again, when they want to be found.

sometimes things disappear from our lives because it's not the right place, right time, right moment. and they know, even if we don't, that we aren't ready to handle or cope with whatever they represent at that point."


...


"and its funny how i realize that once we have healed and learnt not to sweat it, these things just naturally reappear again. or if they never come back, then it was never meant to be.

strange, huh. but i guess life is all about cause and effect, and not always comprehensible until we reach the end. then it'll probably all fall into place."



this is one of the reasons why i love reading her entries. its always -usually- full of good thoughts and mindblowing experiences. not forgetting her picture perfect photos!!!

simple gorgeous...

the mind of a potentially great engineer..

how can we not love her? :)

xoxox

So whats next?

how many of us wants to find the perfect half and live happily ever after? so what if we thought we found The One but then all of a sudden, everything changed? so many years of being together and in a twich of an eye, he or she is out of your life!

so what now? you feel all alone and hurt inside. thinking what went wrong. was it your fault? has he/she found another partner who's much more perfect than you?

The nights felt cold and deserted. it was no longer that star-filled sky and calm soothing waves. everything is just black and empty.

suddenly, you see this tiny ray of light shining up above!

you raised ur hands and slowly reaching out to it. u could feel that sense of warmth you lost before. without thinking, you seized this tiny 'hope' inorder to fill up that emptiness inside. without thinking, you have also led yourself into an even more miserable place. a place where dreams do come true but so does the nightmares, only this time it creeps faster towards u than before.

boy. i sure miss Crystal Jade's xiao long bao and Din Tai Fong's red bean paste steam buns...

kekekekekek


xoxox

i thank god for You..

what do u do when u realised that u are truely out of the game?

do you still remain there silently, hoping that one day he might look at u once more? or wld u just walk away quietly, leaving the happy couples alone?

i guess now to you, those memories of us might be nothings. let alone it happened in such a short period of time, both here and there. wld you remember that moment we sat at darling harbour during your last night there? the sweet cuddles and warm hugs... the playfulness and fun we had together.. how i tried to keep you warm when u were cold.. the cooking at home together... the way you held my hand.. the way you touched my hair.. the way u looked at me..

will u still remember the long walks we shared? the jokes n games we played? that ferry ride we had? i missed the windy blowing to my face.. i missed u standing behind me, protecting me.. i missed nursing that bad cut on ur finger.. i missed the many occasions u teased me... i missed spending time together with my friends n yours...

now that you got her.. will she give you the same happy times we got? or even better? i'm sure shes going to cook you better meals.. give you many more hugs and kisses.. nursing you back to good health.. to keep you warm when you're cold.. to pull you up when you're down.. to keep you grounded and whole.

u knew that i wouldnt be able to give you all these and perhaps more.. cos i'm not there and you're not here... but do know that no matter what happens, you have my blessings, my support and my respect.. to you, i'm perhaps now just a 'mate', a 'heng dai'.. to me, you are always that special someone who gave me strengh, who made me whole and who truely has a heart of gold...

you made me, once again, experienced that special kind of love.. of the purest kind.. of the innocence heart.. that kind of love which can conquer all obstacles in life.

thus, i thank god for You...








xoxox

it was everything but a beautiful dream to me...
i wish not to be awaken
but beautiful dreams are
nothing close to being everlasting

Holidays Over -bleah-

one week has thus flew by ever so quickly. there goes my semester break with me doing nothing much productive again... -__-"

well at least my ICF group managed to read over the case study together and will be meeting up this coming friday to actually work on the questions now. problem is its gonna be due in like 2 weeks time. the group leader told me not to worry.. okie.

as for CFTP... let's just put it that the meeting didnt go as we planned it to be.. ended up spending the afternoon having lunch at Genki Sushi Sunway and then catching Ice Age 2 after. hahahahh

actually its more like we needed to consult our lecturer but couldnt get her in the office. as we have some major figure problems from the case study and being not able to find her means that we couldn't attempt to do the 1st question and thus without the 1st question, none of the other questions could be done. so there you have it!! :)

but it was fun having lunch with May and Cindy. althou the movie wasn't that very much funny as i thought it would be. probably had too high expectation of it since everyone was saying how hilarious it was. nevertheless, its cute and definately quite entertaining. Cindy said it was kinda draggy thou. hehehehhe

as for the sushi lunch, hahahah we had 'specials' from one of the chefs. then May now has a new admirer!!! *lol* this chef been pestering Cindy to get May's information. too bad i didn't manage to take pics of the chefs, especially the one whos interested in May. heheh lets just put it that May isn't interested in any way possible :P





anyway, this whole week has been quite alright. not sure if i'm exactly looking forward to start of uni again. just felt that 1 week isnt enough.... holidays are never enough actually. hehehhe

oh and i didnt really mention about those nice people who made my bday special. heheh so i took the pics of the lovely presents from such lovely people.

Audrey gave me a pink bag from MARCS but i didn't manage to take a pic of it.. guess its just my laziness again *blush* still, i'm using it now as my school baggy!!!! i was juz looking around for a new school bag when this lady here gave me such a timely present. so sweeet~ then Lynn gave me this gorgeous DKNY perfume when i was just needed to get a new one cos my old one was running out. what can i say? my darlings and i just simply has a mind connection going on. kekekekekke



as for the handsome guys. the Ho brothers Charles and Philip came with a lovely bottle of Martini along with a box of chocolates. the Martini is back in Singapore so din get a pic of that :) thanks for the chocs Philip. not exactly helping me with the diet department but does make me feel better when i'm in the stress mood hehehe. then RZ treated me dinner at SAKE SushiBar.



its nice having friends around who cares for you. those lovely bday testimonials really made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.. made my day extremely loved and happy. especially the ones who suddenly popped out of nowhere and not forgetting those bday emails :)

so anyway, theres 7 more weeks left to finals and 11 more weeks to go till the PR trip!
i cant wait!!!!!
but then i'm dreading the 7 weeks finals...

xoxox

spent the whole afternoon throughout the night watching my dad's DVD collection of "Da Chang Jin". all these hours and we only managed to watch until episode 8!!! nevertheless it's a definate good show and very challenging to see how Chang Jin managed to accomplish all negativities throughout her life during her childhood and palace days. not forgetting all those yummilicous korean dishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

wanted to check my marks online but its not there... i dont think the lecturers here actually make use of the online system that much.. *sigh* its back to checking the noticeboard now i guess.... -__-"

Wanna be a Bear?

what do you do when you cant sleep and your hotmail is totally loaded with forwarded emails from friends whom you havent exactly looked throu???

SPRING CLEANING TIME!!!!!

teeheeheee~*

there are some really brilliant things i've received. Usually its rather funny and very much amusing :)

thus i have decided to put the funny ones as part of my post once in awhile. hehehe helps to lighten up our currently very much stressed up lifes dont u think? :P saves me the hassle of forwarding it everyone and some not gonna read it but just delete them away... so yea~

clearing up your mail box is tough. especially when u're running on a dialup internet system and it can only go sooooo fast. its making me sleepy liao.. -__-"

think i'll head to bed very soon.. u guys juz have fun with the lil post below~

xoxox

Which?

finally found a new pic to put on my profile. the current one has been there for too long. its time for a change :")

i used the trusty Photoshop to edit it and got myself 2 versions. not very much differences i would say but couldnt exactly come up to a conclusion on which one to use... -__-"

decision time... very tricky... Hmmmmmmmmmm~




oh and can u guys see the Jessica Alba pic on top? its not showing when i view my blog lately... not sure if its my server problem or if there is really a problem with it.

Saturday Shopping Speez

alright here's my latest update. Chuling, Angeline and Huifen joined this weekend trip (Singapore - Sunway - Genting Highlands - Singapore) and i met up with them yesterday evening at their hotel - Sunway Lagoon Pyramid Tower, one of the new Sunway Lagoon organisation's new blocks. the whole interior looks quite impressive and very bali-nised.

the first place we went was 1 Utama. having much discussion with May, we both agreed that 1 Utama is a better place to shop since KL is quite some distance away with the limited time we got on our hands. so had our dinner there and the girls started shopping from 8pm till the mall closed 1030pm. luckily they managed to buy some decent stuffs there else i wld feel rather bad if the mall hasnt got what they wanted.



after which i was planning on bringing the girls to check out the Malaysia's yummy indian food aka Mamak Stalls at Subang but they weren't hungry. so then we thought of just going for a drink and chill out. on our way passing by Subang, i saw a night market!! it has been awhile since Subang got a night market (around SS15 that is) and imagine how thrilled i was! the girls were damn lucky! we even managed to get a parking lot in just 5 mins! the place was always packed.

anyway the night market hasn't got many stalls that night. the girls did manage to grab some cheap stuffs from there though. since we were in Subang, i thought of bringing them to the Asia Cafe since there are always few stalls there selling those beautiful hair clips and stuffs at night. we decided to grab some drinks there to just sit down and chat. even took few snaps of us too! lol


by the time we got back to their hotel, it was already 1am. snapped afew pics inside and out the hotel with the crazy bunch. the security guys must be thinking we're nuts! spent one hour taking pics. madness! hahahahha



we said our goodbyes and they went back to their rooms while me n mummy drove back home. not too bad for a saturday :)

it sure felt good coming back home at 230am. kekekekekkeke

and with the girls going back home with heaps n heaps of new 'throphies' ;)

shopping + food + laughters = a good night out!!


xoxox

p/s i'm thinking of taking up a language course. but i'll be finishing in bout 2-3 months time.. i wonder if they offer short-term language courses in KL.. if not then no point liao..