Suddenly i feel an overwhelming sense of happiness. hahahahha

Perhaps becos i'm coming back home soon.. and for some reason, you're on my mind and that just make me so overwhelming happy.

i think i'm going mad.

you're soooo cute and sooooooo adorable and sooooooooooo yummy yummy yumyum!!!!

*sobx*

xoxox

NEW

on my must-see movie list...

still pending on The Omen while others are pretty much confirmed a must-see ;)

What happens when something is stained and no matter what or how u tried, it just can't be removed?

Usually people would just toss it away, reuse it as something else or just ignore it. But if it's something u wear, i guess it wouldn't be one of ur favourites now ^^*
(unless maybe that stain made that piece of clothing more unique or nicer or trendier, then that's just another story~)

As i was saying, stained stuffs are quite a headache.

I guess i would just ignore it if it's something minor (but if we're talking about a piece of clothing here, then it will have to depends). Relationships for example -be it platonic or romantic -. If something happened and it kinda stained the relationship, i'll just have to weigh it out and see.

Sometimes when you start to know a person, you tend to find out more things about him/her as u go along. But once in a blue moon, when conflicts arise, you will then be able to determine just what kind of person he/she is. Once there's conflicts, it just stain everything.

Once before you thought to yourself ,

then somehow a conflict started like out of nowhere. your impression of him/her will be re-analyzed once again.

You will realised just by the way he/she handle the situation, determines how much you can actually go with this friend/partner.

I thought u were a great fun-loving person once before. But unfortunately, I'm sorry to say this, you're just not.

It's a pity, really.

Fortunately though, it just opened up my eyes to see what kind of person you truely are.

If you can't even handle such a minor thing, what's there to say if there's something that is more important and major comes along? -oh wait! u wouldnt even bother??-

I value friendships. I can't put up with extremist who're just not sincere or bothered with it. Or just plain petty and oh-so-full of themselves.

wake up please. the world doesn't just revolve around you all the time. sure u'll have your loved ones who'll put up with all your everythings. but there's others who're like you. heck-cared and self-absorbed.

Bring on the poisons, musics and fun fun FUN, babbieeeeezzz!!!!

i'm coming home soon.

You know what to do.

*winkz*

xoxox

Have you ever had this feeling that when you look at someone, that someone looks awfully familiar to you yet you guys have never ever seen each other before?

It happens to me like once in awhile. Not very often.

But there's this friend whom - i can't explain why or how - when i look at him, he just gives me this feeling that i'm close to G.

when i look at his pictures and being near him, i just feel like G is beside me.

i just can't explain it....

Can't say i don't like it.. Can't say i love it either..

It just makes me feel happy and depressed at the same time.

*sighh*

They don't look very much alike... Maybe they got somewhat the same height and personalities.. But i feel more comfortable with G whereas with him, i'm still somewhat shy which makes me less chirpy.

....................

i hate this feeling...

but he makes me happy - sometimes

and other times just wanna struggle him

..................................

-_____-"

xoxox

Japan v Brasil

And so the story goes,

the all-time world cup champions won and going on the 2nd round.

Leaving the other team packing and flying home the next day.

Mummy was saying that it's impossible for Japan to lose Brasil
cos they're not united and being separated into two different groups.
i was like Huh?!?!!??!! ................

Of course I was hoping that Japan might win and go on to the next round.

But Brasil is a strong team nonetheless.

The results (as we all should know or least heard)
1 : 4

Japan scored the 1st goal,
followed by Brasil leading 2 goals during the first half.

Ronaldo managed to get 2 goals in.
Good on ya fella.
Just when everyone thought u're losing your touch,
you prove your worthiness by showing them you still have it!!


It was a good game.

Sad that Japan has to leave...

Was seeing the disappointments in alls faces
and the soccer players staying in the field for a bit longer..
trying to take in everything before this dream fades away~

U guys are a great team!!

Very impressive blocks by the goal-keeper
Good team work and motivations

Hope to see u guys in another 4 years!

Gambatte!!!!

xoxox

*****

Hope to meet up with him
if hes able to get a connecting flight from Thailand to Singapore..

then back Sydney *fingers crossed*

Less than 1 week back Spore - Havent got my tickets yet..

.darn.

xoxox

i cant explain and i dont know why
but i dreamt of you few nights ago...

it was so out of the blue.

i woke up feeling weird...
and thoughts of wondering why you're in my dream kept running wildly in my head.

i guess.. probably u're not even reading my blog anymore

with all your busy schedules and appointments to make.
plus now you got her with you and everything.

why are you in my dream that night?

....................

i don't know anymore...

ever since i left,
nothing much has changed.

i can't explain why.

i'm so afraid of disappointments and hopeless dreams.

but i'm too afraid...

too long...

......

Have I ever been in one of your dreams, G?


*sigh*

Taking it easy..

Exams been over for almost a week now. Been crazy few days for me, mugging and trying to mug as much as I can. Needless to say, distractions and concentrations was the major part of everything that goes with exams revision. Anyway, all's past now.

Happily went to catch 2 movies in 2 days - The Da Vinci Code (Today) and The Fast and the Furious 3: Tokyo Drift (Yesterday).





Yes I know it's kinda late to be watching Da Vinci Code now but due to exams, everything fun had to be delayed..... so finally i got to watch it!!!!! and i luurrrvveeee it~* Althou its kinda silly that they didn't do the english translation from french (i don't understand how they could miss that - maybe its Malaysia or something but there's english translation from Japanese for Tokyo Drift..) Luckily I still can read my mandarin. lol. so all's not lost.






Next was Tokyo Drift. I planned to actually watch that when I go back to Singapore next week. Unfortunately it's not showing in Singapore YET... not sure why either.. it's not like Singapore to be showing late new movies........................... anyhow i'll still be watching it AGAIN once its out in Singapore. heheheheheehhehe Man~ the cars.... the drifting... the guys.. the story plot... its not bad. Shall not say much bout it since not everyone has seen this movie :)

Those cars!!!!!!!!!!!!




and drifting!!!!!!!!!!




*SCREAMS*




it's orgasmic i tell u.

soo especially cute when the japanese girls went "Ready. Seto!"
*giggles*


i wanna learn how to drift too!!!!

my ex volunteer to teach me... but.. hahahaha kinda risky bout him teaching me.. not sure if its risky for him or for me. both parties maybe. especially when i havent even gotten my license yet. Auto cars are fine but manuals?
Baby~ remember to buy life accidental insurance yea? ;)


oh and with the presence of beautiful cars, obviously we can't miss out any gorgeous babes...




and parties...




and gangsters..




and the L word...




the rest u just gotta see it for urself
^^*


Right now i'm just looking forward to going back Singapore.

Tomorrow will just be staying home and tidy everything up. Need to chill after being out for 2 days in a row.


Got this in my mail today. and wanna share it with u all becos...

It's just tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!



*awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww*

xoxox

a Smile on my face :)

Lately i've been quite troubled and depressed over one small matter. Sometimes you just can't predict what's going to happen and all of a sudden...

BAMM!!!!!!!!

it hits you right in the face............. -_____-"


Was talking to francisco about it and well, he tried to help and advise me along (and inbetween giving me nonsense suggestions) but i guess at the end of the day, it's all up to me.


In the meantime, i've also been thinking about Keisuke. We used to chat quite often over MSN during the weekends when he's not working. Havent seen him online for few weeks now. Wondered how he's been doing and all.

So anyway, i went to check his blog and found out he's been on training for the past few weeks - which explains why he hasn't been online). I'm happy that he's doing well and enjoying his trainings at Tokyo International Airport.

Then he started to crack up silly jokes and all.
HAhahahahhaHAhaha

Typical Keisuke :)

For some reasons, seeing his pics just makes me smile.

Perhaps it just reminds me of all those happy times we spend together with the rest of the gang. :)
good happy times.

It's nice seeing him again - be it on webcam or pictures. all the same.
I can't explain this feeling inside but it sure feels good.


" I know you wouldn't and don't know this but,
Keisuke
Thanks for brightening up my darkest moments. "

You Bring Light Into My Life
(with all your silly jokes and bull**** hahahahahaa)
(oh and not forgetting wonderful music too!!)




I wish you well in everything you do.
always always.

You've been a great great great friend to me all these while.

So happy to have known you.

xoxox

Brazil Won!!!!

my friend told me he bet on Australia..

hahahahahahahahahaha
poor thing.
*sigh*

anyway,

brazil won!!!!!!! ^^*

oh and did i mention about No. 8??

No 8 Kaka is sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

His real name is Ricardo Izecson Santos Leite. Born on 22nd April 1982 at Brasilla (DF). Height 183cm. Weight 73kg.



*drools*

my friend told me he's playing for AC Milan.

didn't know World Cup is so fun.

hahhahhahah

wanted to watch France v South Korea but am too tired....

xoxox