June's coming to an end soon, which means July's approaching and there goes half of 2007.

I've learnt alot this few many months. Met some new friends, caught up with the old and staying in contact with the few precious far away ones. It's like no matter where you go, you'll definately come across friends and acquitances who moulds and teaches you things as you go by the path of life.

The things I've learnt so far, and things that I knew long ago but tend to miss time and time again has been ever increasing.

Some of you has taught me how to love and believe in thyself, no matter how bad or good things may be. Some of you has broken me into ways I never thought possible. Some of you has given me the reminded wisdom of empty words and hurtful sentences. There'll always be the ones who never fails to make you laugh, make you love, make you believe...

I can't believe the things you've done, did, am doing and the thoughts that are actually going through your mind. All the hurt that you have "showered" me, the broken trust, the empty words, the oh-i'm-so-holy act.

I'm disgusted by your actions and nonsensical sh*t you actually said to me. You have utterly no right to say me in any ways and I can't believe I actually took all your bullsh*t and played along with you.

All these times I cared, listened, waited, and actually worried about you. But what did you give me back in return? More hurtful words came out of your mouth.

To think that I actually thought you're unlike them since you've gotten so far.

What a big fat joke.

You're just like them. A leopard will never change its spot. I'm sure that there're people out there who can stand your nonsense. Don't worry as everyone has a level of tolerence and guess what? People will wake up one day, realised all the painful downgrading sh*t you put them through and at the end of it, you'll be all alone.

Then again, I could be wrong. You might give in, be nice and everything that you were once before. But how long can your spots actually be hidden? Paint will be washed away by the rain. Colors will eventually run off. Then what? I'm sure you'll be able to find more weaker people for you to abuse.

I wonder if they know the real you - the type who likes to verbally abuse and emotionally attack others. Come to think of it, you must be the kind of people who doesnt physically hit people but by using words to attack. How smart.

Don't lecture people on how they should behave and act when you yourself obviously have a problem with it. Not everyone is perfect. Oh wait, maybe there's just one. Unfortunately, it's you - not!!

You cut me so so deep.

I loft you so so much.

driving exam on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stressed yet excited at the same time~

badddd combination.

hahahahahaha

xoxox