Thursday, May 10, 2007
@7:52 PM
GUYS
are such big fat-arse liars!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate you!
you broke my heart and left me hanging,
said you were not into long-distance shit.
fine so we went our separate ways,
still keeping touch here and there.
but now you chose to be with her,
even when she is gazillion miles away from you.
when i questioned you why,
you said maybe you've changed.
i hate you for lying to me
i hate knowing that i'm not as special as she is
i hate the fact that you can still make me sob and cry
i hate you for being such a great guy
i hate you for bringing me laughters and tears
i hate that i'm missing you even after so many years
i hate you for being so special
i hate you for memories that are so unforgettable
i hate not being able to control myself
i hate this feeling that is still hiding inside
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bleah.
:(
Suddenly... I feel like playing the piano. Haven't been touching those black and white ivory keys for eons now. Still remember twinkling those beautiful notes make me feel at peace. Same goes with painting. Even bought myself a palette, set of brushes and watercolours few days ago. hehehehh
Need to do something that will make me feel zen again.
xoxox
