Misunderstood




Imagine you're being misunderstood time and time again.
Be it whether it's from your friends, loved ones, family, people whom you actually give a damn and care about.
Time and time again you try to explain yourself for the things you supposedly did wrong.

When honest and sincere questions are being, somehow, twisted into sarcastic and awful remarks.
How is that even possible?
How is something so simple, being turned into some complicated shit!?

It really doesnt pay to be the good guy.
Cos at the end of the day, you'll be marked as the bad ass with a bad attitude.
What gives?

I just dont get it...
It gets me so confused, utterly clueless, totally speechless and brilliantly hurt.

What's the best way to stab someone deep (other than being backstabbed) ?
Being misunderstood.

Seriously, would I even give a damn and care about having to explain myself all the time if you're not someone I actually cherished? Heck No!!!!!!! I wouldnt even bother about what you think of me really. Cos I know, with a clear conscious, what kind of person I am and things that I would and would not do.

If this is how you see me, after knowing me for years, then so be it. Cos obviously, you don't know me at all... So what's the point of explaining if you can't seem to understand me?

xoxox