Thursday, January 04, 2007
@4:12 PM
Mask

once in awhile everyone will tend to wear a mask everywhere they went
sometimes one tends to wear it every too often that you don't know when to let it go
and sometimes you think you know this person very well
only to be shocked and surprised by the person's true self.
so how much do you think you really know someone?
how much do you think you really know me?
some thinks i'm a party girl
only most of the times they didnt know that i'm there to distract myself from all the world's problems that has been piling on my shoulder... and to numb myself with as much alcohol.
some thinks i've a gazillion friends
only thing is that i have nobody when i'm lonely, sad, troubled or depressed. hahaha ironic isn't it? lucky thing is i've been alone for so many years now and it sort of made me gotten used to such lonely times. worst come to worst, i'll just cry myself to sleep mostly. of cos, i would love to have someone to love and to hold...
some thinks i'm this happy person
if only you know... wuahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
some thinks i'm this and i'm that...
seriously, i don't even know who i am most of the times.
hahahahha
do you know this girl behind such a multi-hidden mask?
cos i would like to know her better too :)
xoxox