It's Official!!!!!!!!






i

am

jinxed




.period.



thank you :)

. i love you too.

GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:

1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.

2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.

3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.

4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.

5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.

6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.

7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.

8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.

9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.

10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.





GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:

1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree.

2) Wrinkles don't hurt.

3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.

4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.

5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy.





GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD

1) Growing up is mandatory; growing old is optional.

2) Forget the health food. I need all the preservatives I can get.

3) When you fall down, you wonder what else you can do while you're down there.

4) You're getting old when you get the same sensation from a rocking chair that you once got from a roller coaster.

5) It's frustrating when you know all the answers but nobody bothers to ask you the questions.

6) Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician.

7) Wisdom comes with age, but sometimes age comes alone.





THE FOUR STAGES OF LIFE:

1) You believe in Santa Claus.

2) You don't believe in Santa Claus.

3) You are Santa Claus.

4) You look like Santa Claus.





SUCCESS:

At age 4 success is . . not peeing in your pants.

At age 12 success is . having friends.

At age 16 success is . . . having a drivers license.

At age 35 success is . having money.

At age 50 success is . . . having money.

At age 70 success is . . . having a drivers license.

At age 75 success is . having friends.

At age 80 success is . not peeing in your pants.

I've never asked to put into such a whirlwind situation...

I've never begged to go through all these shit

I've never do anything to bring this upon myself..

So Why Me????

Is it becos of something horrible i've done in my previous life?

Is it becos of God has mixed up my life with someone else's?

Is it becos I've been too nice of a person to suffer such a dreadful end?

So Why Me???

Why...

Some said there's always something better round the corner.

And you know what I see?

I can feel, smell and see something that's

darker

colder

.dead end.

So if one day suddenly you realised that you hear nothing from me,

maybe you can try looking under the List of Death's Names.

Got a feeling it's calling for me anytime now.

very very soon.

Just one more time.

one last calling.

*Tee Hee Hee*


^^*

I know it's bad

I know it's addictive

I know it's self-destructive

I know it's a luxury in times of superduperbusyness

I know it's aka termed slacker/bum

I know.

But how??

I'm professionally procastinating right now.

well these few days to be exact.

I should be working on the little project since i'm super free but i ended up wasting my time doing basically nothings.

No. actually, I'm kinda doing something... I'm waiting to go back Singapore.

That is somehow termed as doing something isn't it?

It's like,

Yup. So I AM doing something.

*lol*

.watever.

**

Hey Karen.

Since u're not around in Singapore, which also means you wouldnt be online for the next few days until you get back, i'll try my best to get back before Electrico's gig alright?

the coach tickets are like fully booked at the moment. Even put myself on the waiting list and they'll get back to me once i've got the spot i wanted. Meanwhile, I've got my ticket just on the day of the Electrico's gig. Unless they're playing after 10pm (say maybe around 11ish or something) don't think i can make it over.... *sigh*

BUT!! there's still hope.

So hopefully they'll remember to call me once i've got my spot. *fingers crossed*

Seriously, i've been looking forward to catching at least one of their gigs man! oh and btw, i've got problems unzipping the songs.... think it's better to send it to me via MSN. *blush*

***

Nothing much for me to post about.

My life's pretty much a bore here in KL. Other than been tidying up my room and going out with mummy sometimes, i'm basically a hermit. enuff said.

xoxox

My Little One...

******

All relationships will be put to the test every now and then.

Temptations will always be there to see how each and every one of you will fare in accepting or rejecting such tasteful treats. In turn, you will have to learn to cope with the consequences of your own decision.

Nobody's there to force you to choose what you have chosen. Only Temptation itself.

Maybe perhaps sometimes people will overlook your choice. Still accepting who you are, for the goodness hidden somewhere inside of you, and for the relationship you shared.

But there's always a breaking point in all things.

One day, when you have finally woken up from your sleep, you might realise just how many things you have taken for granted.

Things you think that'll always be there. When all you did was to push and throw it around, assuming that no matter what you did, that particular thing will forgive you becos it should.

Even your favourite necklace will tarnish one day if you didn't take good care of it by simple gestures of polishing, storing it properly and appreciating its beauty.

Never let Jealousy steps into your front door.

Because that's the start of inviting Temptation over for tea.

Before you know it, you might lose everything.

Never take things for granted.

Never assume that whatever you did onto others, you can do it on your loved ones too.

Cos even the tamest mouse will give the most nastiest bite.

xoxox

Shutterbugged Sunday



Met up with May yesterday for dimsum lunch at Tai Tong Subang. Not that fantastic, same goes with the prices. Just the two of us had like 6 dimsum and 1 'dao hue' dessert came up to RM$52. Don't convert that to SGD and it kinda cost alot lor.




So our lunch ended at around 2 plus. Then came the head breaking part - what to do next?

May decided to call up her friends to see who has any suggestion on where to go or what to do. Kulen has just finished his taekwando classes with his kids (Yup dat fella teaches taekwando to little 5-6 yrs old kids. soooo adorable!!!!) but the poor fella was down with a cold and dry throat.

May wanted to catch the new movie HAPPY FEET but all movies was showing around late afternoon. Not the right timing as both of us needed to be back for dinner.

We drove up to Kulen's house for a surprise visit. Parked the car infront of his house and called that fella, dragging him out of the house to discuss our chilling out plans along with his friends over the mobile.

what did the bored-crazy us do while waiting for the plans to be confirmed and Kulen dressed?
...



*teeheehee*


In the end, we all decided on going to Subang Parade for Baskin Robbins.
*lol*

And I gotta to know two of Kulen's primary school mates - Simon and Mat.




Had so much laughters sitting there, as the guys shared with us their Bangkok trip and what-nots. The best part was when Kulen talked about his little taekwondo brats!! I laughed till my tummy ached sooo bad and May ended up tearing away. hahahahahah~


While the boys talked about their world, us girls simply just... being ourselves!





** kitty's doing fine.

He's finally drinking abit of the kitten milk with the tiny straw i got from daddy. Guess the stringe i gotten isn't that good cos i wasn't able to drip little drops of milk bit by bit. Was talking to the petshop lady about kitty's stubborness of not wanting to eat anything and she said that eitherway, i have to force it to eat else it'll die. So yeah... that's what i did. And it's slowly accepting the milk thru the tiny straw.

I'll be giving kitty away soon. Maybe to my cousin since he's got this stray cat which comes to his place everyday for quick food and comfort. Nothing's compared to having a pet of your own. But if he's not interested and none of my friends are keen, then i might have to give it to SPCA.




xoxox

Baby, you meow my world!



presenting.....




the lost kitten.


i dont get it.
this little kitten has been meowing away for the past many days.

i think he/she lost his/her mummy....
din see the mummy around since that morning our maid shooed her away.
(our maid didnt know there's a kitten in our garden)

to prevent it from starving itself away, i went to buy the kitten milk replacer (as instructed from this website i googled about nursing lost kitten) but it didnt want to drink!!! i even bought the milk bottle lor!!! :(


this is what it has been doing for days...











what should i do? *sigh*

if only its a puppy. then i can keep it!!! but its a kitten... *double sigh*
-parents aren't too excited bout kitten found in the garden-

still, its sooo adorable!!!!!
lol


xoxox

for the past few nights i've been hearing little kitten meowing away at the back garden, along the walk-way.

finally i went to check it out juz now and i found the most adorable little kitten hid away in the pepsi carton!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was shining daddy's torch light around the garden and the meowing seems to be nearer and nearer. i was kinda freaking out at the same time too cos there was a little unintentional accident happened at home while me and mummy was back in Singapore (was told by my maid). thus i was scaring myself thinking it was from the other dimension......................................

ANYWAY!!!

the little kitty is soooooooooooooo adorable~~~~~ the most sweetest thing ever!!

the sound came out from the carton box and so i shone the torchlight into it. making sure dat i wouldnt come into contact with the box and all.

before u know it, i was going all over my dearest mummy. 'mummy'ing away, asking if i cld keep the kitty and how adorable it is and how cute and small and tiny and sweet and etc etc etc...

u know parents lah.

first she said its bad for cats to give birth in the house compound... then said the usual phrase 'ask daddy/mummy'... being the determined and persistant me, i continued 'mummy'ing away.

*LOL*

i know for sure daddy wouldnt agree to it. he'll say no time.. etc etc etc..

but sooooooooooooooo cuutttteeeeeeeeee!!!

will take a pic of it tomorrow during the day,

IF the little kitty is still around. hopefully the mummy cat wouldnt nip the little baby away after smelling a human scent loitered ard her baby earlier...

hmm.. dunno if i say tell my dad about it when he comes back.. maybe he might tell the maid to shoo the kitten away.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

*blush*

ok lah... got to go liao.

final few hours... pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxox

True or False


heheheh taken this off my cousin's blog.

(Hi Karen!!!!! *waves* hahah)

*******

I am a cuddler - TRUE
I am a morning person - DEPENDS
I am an only child - TRUE
I am Catholic - FALSE
I am currently in my pajamas - FALSE
I am currently single - TRUE
I am currently suffering from a broken heart - lonely heart counts?
I am okay at styling other people's hair - TRUE
I am left handed - FALSE
I am addicted to my myspace - FALSE
I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - QUITE TRUE
I bite my nails - FALSE
I can be paranoid at times - TRUE
I currently regret something that I have said - FALSE
When I get mad I curse frequently - FALSE
I like someone - maybe. maybe not. *lol*
I enjoy country music - TRUE
I enjoy jazz music - TRUE
I enjoy smoothies - depends
I enjoy talking on the phone - TRUE
I have a pet - had. going to have.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - *secret*
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person - TRUE
I have all my grandparents - FALSE
I have at least one sibling - FALSE *thought i alrdy answered this?*
I have been told that I am smart - TRUE. *but lazy too.*
I get higher then C's in school - ha! FALSE. *depends*
My GPA is higher then 2.5 - *pls refer to the qn above*
I have broken a bone - FALSE?
I have Caller I.D. on my phone - maybe. maybe not.
I have bathed/showered with someone - TRUE
I have changed a diaper - .......... TRUE
I have changed a lot over the past year - TRUE *not alot but quite abit*
I have done something illegal - TRUE. hahahhah
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair - FALSE. *geez*
I have had surgery - TRUE. *thumb toe.toe thumb*
I have killed another person - FALSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ewwww*
I have had my hair cut within the last week - FALSE
I have had the cops called on me - FALSE
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't - FALSE

*******


xoxox

Deepest Sympathy


.Belinda Emmett loses battle with cancer.



Much loved Australian actor Belinda Emmett has lost her battle with cancer, dying at the age of 32.

She died at Sydney's St Vincent's Hospital shortly after dawn with her husband, television host Rove McManus, and her family by her side.

"It is with great sadness we advise that Belinda Emmett's battle with cancer has ended," her family said in a statement.

"Belinda passed away just after dawn Saturday morning at St Vincent's Hospital in Sydney with her family and husband by her side.

"Those close to her have requested respect for their privacy at this time."

Emmett grew up on the NSW Central Coast and got her acting break when she appeared on popular long-running soap Home and Away, playing Rebecca Fisher/Nash, between 1996 and 1999.

Diagnosed with breast cancer in 1998, at the age of 24, the actor successfully underwent surgery to remove the malignant tumour, followed by six weeks of radiotherapy.

After a period in remission, Emmett was diagnosed with secondary bone cancer in 2001, while playing nurse Jodi Horner on the Seven Network's hospital drama All Saints.

"Our deepest sympathy is extended to Belinda's family who have supported her through this illness," Seven said in a statement.

The network paid tribute to its former actor, saying: "During Belinda's time on Home and Away and All Saints, she made many long-lasting friendships.

"Her acting ability and her warmth made her a joy to work with and her spirit will be remembered."

Emmett's Home and Away co-star Nic Testoni, who played her husband Travis Nash, said he was saddened by the news. "I am very sorry to hear that," he said.

A spokesman for St Vincent's Hospital refused to say how long Emmett was being treated at the hospital before she died, saying the family had left the premises before 7am (AEDT) Saturday.

"As you can imagine, they are very distressed," a hospital spokesman told a large contingency of media gathered outside the hospital.

Emmett and McManus were regarded as television's golden couple, meeting at the opening of Fox Studios in Sydney in 1999.

They became engaged in July 2004 and married in January 2005, at Mary Immaculate Church in Waverley, in Sydney's east.

"We're kindred spirits," Emmett told a newspaper at the time.

McManus cancelled the upcoming episode of his TV show Rove Live, with the Ten Network issuing a statement saying it was not sure when the show would return.

"Ten will give Rove the time he needs away from the show and any support we can during this very sad time," Ten said.

"Our heartfelt sympathies are with Rove McManus and the Emmett and McManus families."

Emmett's last television appearance was with McManus on ABC television's Spicks and Specks Christmas Special, in December 2005.

She was also a singer, having released two albums and recently recorded a cover version of James Taylor's Shower The People, with Marcia Hines.

An upset Hines, when contacted by AAP, declined immediate comment.

Emmett's most recent public appearance was at Seven's 50 years of television celebrations in September.

There, she caught up with many of her Home and Away mates, including Kate Ritchie, who plays Sally on the soap.

Emmett also attended the recent ARIA Music Awards, but stayed behind the scenes, watching proudly as McManus performed hosting duties.

Prime Minister John Howard said he and Mrs Howard were saddened by Emmett's death.

"She fought a very courageous battle against cancer," Mr Howard told AAP.

"On behalf of Janette and myself, I extend my deepest sympathies to her husband, Rove McManus, and her family and friends."

Opposition Leader Kim Beazley also passed on his sympathy to the Emmett and McManus families.

"This is truly sad news which I think will affect all Australians," Mr Beazley said.

"The tenderness and care in their relationship (Rove and Belinda) through their adversity, I think, has been an inspiration to many, many Australians."

Details of Emmett's funeral arrangements were not immediately available.


©AAP 2006

***********************

Poor Rove.... Love his talkshow ROVE LIVE!!!!

so bubbly and energetic and full of all sorts of amusing laughters.

never fail to bring a smile to my face watching it.

such wonderful people being thrown into such.........

Missing Jigsaw


it's time like this that i really really misses u so much

you were always giving me constant motivation and belief in me...
reassuring me that everything will be fine.
and that tomorrow is definately gonna be a brighter and a more promising day...

with u around, i feel like i can achieve everything and anything!!


u were the missing part of me....
the confidant..
the solid piece...
the leaning shoulder...
the laughter...
the security...
the rainbow...
the blue skies, the stars and the moon...


but now, i'm as lost as a lost sheep can be.
i've lost my compass... lost my sense of direction...

everyday is just a passing phrase...
filled with shadows and gloomy skies...

i seems to have lost something
the very moment that i've lost you...

i tried searching high and low...
north and south...
east and west...
still i cant find that missing jigsaw of my life...

and i'm worried...
for each passing day,
will i ever find that missing piece
once more?

Can I Order A Suicide Please?



the things people have to sacrifice in the name of entertainment......



geez i hope mediacorp is paying wendy (aka xiaxue) heaps of money for this!!


and debby baby, if u're reading this, remember this guy we saw on the streets the other day?

HE is the 'famous' guy i told you about.
The one who approached me while we were walking to our dinner venue, and then approached you while we were walking out of our dinner venue.... asking the same question like twice...

-___-"


i know it's rude to brush/wave people aside but this is one of those situations where mummy warns you about...

DO NOT TALK TO STRANGERS!!!!



anyhow, our mechanic has brought my baby back just within a few hours!! talk about working efficiently~ *applause* he took the car in the morning and drove it back ard mid noon.

just gotta love my mechanic!!!!

and he's friendly,
and cute,
and humorous,
and young,
and a fast-worker,
and married!!!

hahaahhahahahaha

God is always fair.

what a person lacks of,
He will make sure that that person will have something good to overshadow it.


xoxox

.smashed.


my poor baby... ... ...



and i accidentally cut my left thumb while picking up the shattered pieces...

*sob*


our mechanic will be coming over tomorrow morning to pick up my baby and send it for repairs. hopefully be able to get it done in a day's time.

happened when mummy and me was on our way back home earlier and suddenly i heard this loud sound from the back. thought maybe one of our tyres got hit. looked at the rear mirror and sshhhyyytttttt........ -____-"

luckily daddy din scold me for that, plus nobody got hurt.

still, this means no going out for me for the next few days....

this is why i dislike staying in Malaysia.

Bah.



xoxox

Introducing....

the....

sophisticated.
charming.
sweet.
sacastic.
playful.
full of rubbish.
heart-melting.
butterflies tummy.
cute smile.

cheeky.
one and only.

my longtime manyyears buddybuddy budbud....

.naiveness.


Last week this time, I was in the coach, getting on with my normal journey in life. This time today, I’m on the coach again, trying to get back to reality.

How many of us actually can remember the times you walked through each and every year of our lives?

Well, I actually have quite vivid –almost no recollection- of what happened during 1998-1999. that year had been very rushed, lost, changed, and a turning point of my life from thereafter.

Eitherway, I survived. And still am trying to do it everyday.

This week has been quite rewarding for me. Catching up with my girls, learning new things from them. I’ll be joining their battlefield soon. It feels good to have them beside me after going through all things in life. Slowly I realized that the common things that bonded me and my girls are the shit we shared, the traveling and the growing up.

I don’t know where I’ll be landing my two feet on. But knowing that they will always be there to guide me, tackle life with me and not being all fake, sarcastic and childish about things. It’s a genuine friendship that will sail through all storms, mists and rainbows.

Like what people says, you take the color of your crowd. Sometimes u just have to let go of things that doesn’t quite adds up. –no pun intended-

yup. this is what i hope to achieve.

(altho i cld go buy a land instead n build a huge mansion with such money but still, having the ability to actually buy one of these can also means that one has the ability to get anything one wants. hohoho)

a condo worth $6millions -and maybe more- at Admore Park.

not gonna tell u who the buyer is, most definately not saying who's the seller.


*sigh*


its amazing the many rich people there are hidden all over the world.



-The WRX Challenge!!!!-

hahahahha..

first time seeing this.
this shows juz how long i've been away for.







xoxox