Hit Me Baby One More Time



" there'll always be people who're always there
to make you unhappy,
and there'll always be people who're more sad
to see you being unhappy. "



To the one upstairs (and those surrounding you) :

just how many downs must you see me be in
before i can actually feel up once more?

why are you doing this to me?
do you think it's amusing and entertaining?!

can you even see and feel how broken i am right now?

you have once again taken away something i long for
and making a fool out of myself from it

i really really wish to get away from all these shit

i wish to start fresh...
start anew..

when can i ever forget about all these unhappiness in me,
throw away all those shattering memories,
and actually feel alive....
once more?




xoxox