can you feel the heat?


just as i was happily browsing through my list of friends on friendster, i noticed this new picture on one of my friends' profile. it's a tiny white leather box half opened. In it was a small little rose at the side and a little sparkling thingy in the middle...

so curiosity got the better of me. i clicked on my friend's profile. and there was IT.

that tiny white leather half-opened with a small little rose at the side and a sparkling lil thingy in the middle was...


His Proposal Ring.


at first i was like "awwwwwwwwwww... how sweeeeeetttttt!!!!!!"


then that feeling sunk in..
that horrid feeling u have bobbling from the bottom of ur tummy and giving you that numbness all over. slowly goose pimples started to appear and u can feel that slight pinch on ur skin.


the whole world is getting married. how many friends on YOUR friendster list can you see with the smart black tux and pure white beautiful gowns?? seems to me the number is increasing quite very very much speedily.

was telling my gf the other day dat sooner or later, i can see white gowns n black tux pics all over my list of friends.

-_____-"


i think i received my first wedding invite ( aka red bomb as most chinese calls it ) in 1998/1999. then slowly the second invite only came like many months later. followed by subsequently 3 wedding invitations by my cousins.... my next cousin's invite came along whilst i was in Sydney. same went for another from my sec sch classmate....

ALL of these invitations and how many was i able to appear? ONE.

to think i was looking forward to my cousins' wedding, only that i couldnt make it in time due to my absence overseas. ARGH.


wait a min... i'm suppose to be complaining about weddings here........


ANYWAY

i've got a love-hate relationship with weddings now.

i LOOOVVVEEEE attending all these formal functions and all cos weddings are such a happy occasions!!! its when two lovers finally got together, make a vow to remain forever faithful and true to each other till death does them apart.

i LOATH weddings becos it means that
i am not getting any younger !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

imagine the stress and tension you get when friends and relatives starts asking you "oh so do you have a boyfriend now? i'm sure you got one right?? tell us lah!! dont be shy. is he handsome? what is he doing?? how you get to know each other?! when are you bringing him to show us??"

*speechless*

really don't have a boyfriend mah... why you all dont believe me??? what can i say??
:(

*sigh*


thus this ends my entry for today.

bonne nuit.




l'amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle
~Love that moves the sun and stars~*