Wednesday, May 24, 2006
@12:38 AM
Thank You.....
For the lovely fun times we both spent in the kitchen
++ i'll never forget the meals u cooked for me and how you looked at me when i was cooking for you.. i'll never forget how u tried to disturb me when i was putting in my 101% attention and love to make your meal..i'll never forget how much fun we had and especially when you just had to carry me up.. ++
For the scarf, the harbour and the warmth in the cold
++ the hot chocolate from Starbucks we shared in the cold windy street of Sydney..the quiet moment we shared at the harbour just looking at how beautiful that night was..how we tried to keep each other warm in that shivering cold..the boring IMAX short movie we caught..the scarf i put on u while u were on the phone n how cute u looked with it..the windy boat ride in brisbane..the long walks back and forth..++
For the laughters, hugs and kisses
++ i'll always remember all those laughters you gave me... all the big warm hugs you showered me.. all the sweet kisses from me to you and you to me.. i'll always remember our first and our last nights together.. ++
For bringing me to the moon and back
++ you were one of the few that i could feel so much and loved so much.. you gave me hope.. you gave me encourgement.. you were my strength of pillar.. you were there when i was lost n lonely.. you were my light in the cold darkness.. ++
For giving me that ray of hope...
++ you were my everything... ++
Though it was short...
++ i'll always remember that sweet autumn/winter 2005... ++
but definately the sweetest of them all~
i have already let you go.. but why are you still here in my deepest memories?? why is our memories still haunts me so badly??? you were really my everything... i even planned to move there just to be with you...
i guess you wouldn't be able to understand how bad i feel.. would you?? not everything is as simple as you think it is... i wish it was.. but it's just not that easy...
i'm finding my way.. met many new wonderful friends.. you moved on.. so what's wrong with me??? i do like someone now but nothing much has changed.. cos it's complicated.. i even have to control my feelings for that someone new..
what am i doing?? why am i always ending up in such a mess??
am i really that bad?? ...................
why it has to be me
again
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xoxox
