Wednesday, May 31, 2006
@4:37 AM
I am..
Loving my life right now :)
I love the way it has been for me. the ups and downs. the thicks and thins. the acceptance and the rejection of life.
i love how life has moulded me to be the person i am now.
so what if i'm imperfect?
so what if i have flaws?
nobody's perfect.
nonetheless i'm able to take in all those shiet life has to offer me
just stand up and be a better stronger person.
i love being imperfect
i love being flawed
i love being torn and worn out
i love being thrown and spinned around.
isn't this what life is?
there's always a rainbow after a storm.
and not forgetting that pot of gold that lies at the end of it.
right now i'm just enjoying that wonderful rainbow after such a long time.
i don't mind if there's no pot of gold.
i don't mind if it'll only last for a day.
as long as it's finally here. just breath in and take in this beautiful moment.
i don't care if you've thrown me aside after enjoying my company.
i don't care if you think suddenly you're such an important person.
i don't care about anything.
i've done enough caring. enough entertaining. enough whatevers. for now.
i'm drained out. washed up. torn apart.
i'm not a toy. i'm not a punching bag.
i'm just a human being.
Like you. Like him. Like her.
So now,
i'm enjoying what life has to offer me.
this moment of peace and happiness.
a moment of pureness and satisfaction.
the feeling of balance and love.
i Love my Life
and i hope you do too~
xoxox
