Back!!

Man.. this week has been reallllyy tough. rushing my last assignment for this semester. went to Uni every single day and returning home during the evenings.. finally got everything done on friday. Phew~*

Glad the weekends here. able to catch up alittle on my beauty sleep. And dad's coming back in about 7 days' time, i think..

oh plus school's out!!!! that means its time to work on my revision. yup~ have have have to pass this semester.. that's all i have to say.

been on the Net lately and havent got anything nice to surf...nothing that i could find that is.. so went surfing about Youtube.com. good stuff. heheheheheh currently looking for this clip by Eminem.

I'm sure SOME of you people out there know about this story i experienced many many months ago. it was really some sick shit i have to say. couldn't think straight until i came back Singapore and finally set everything back to the way it should have been long ago.

Can't believe i still hung around that time. hoping that something might be done to get back my trust. but nothing happened and it was treated as though as per normal days. it was crazy.

what was even more nasty was there claimed to be apparently this really faithful and loyal person around. Claimed to never ever cheat or hurt in a relationship before. what nonsense!! all bull crap. sure there was some nice times together. slowly trust beginning to build up. only to be destroyed and definately torn by some stupid actions done by someone. there was even an invitation to one of my best friends for a one night stand. like wth man.. pls if u wanna do some shit like that, go King's Cross or if u dont wanna pay for it, go to some dodgy clubs/pubs and pick up others. u dont go sleeping around with her besties. dont u have any sense of respect?!?!?!

and whats this thing about 'making our dreams come true' ??? when something's over, its over dude. there's no more dreams. no more hopes. it comes down to zero!!!! if you dont know the rules of such relationships, dont claim to be someone who's always the victim and loyal one. don't give people like such a bad name.

even if i'm truely looking for a greener pasture out there, i wouldnt have chosen you. you seriously arent that great as compared to those hanging out in the streets.

now you still got the guts to ask me out for coffee??!?!?! u think i have forgotten about what happened?!?!?! you were the one who promised me something so important and so true. look what u have done.

so what if it only lasted for less than 5 mins???? u think that matters?! geez!!! pls grow up. if that thing is in, its in. i dont give a damn if its 5 mins, 5 secs or whatever!!

to think i put some hope on you.

i'm happy you're actually getting married. really i am. i'm soo delighted. but at the same time, i wonder... you claim to be a devoted christian.. ur family is of such high statuts.. yet a person like you could do such a thing.. seriously.. dont tell me religion has got nothing to do with this. this just shows how matured and religious you are to handling life.

Please don't EVER EVER give Love a bad name. its existance of such people which destroys the hope, the purity and the dreams of Love... i loft such people!!

i twitch whenever the thought of you comes into my mind. i twitch when you even got the guts to say hi to me. i twitch thinking back when you looked into my eyes and said the three words to me.

They say time heals all wounds. My wound has definately been healed the moment i'm back home. But buddy, nothing has ever changed to the way i feel about you. The hurt, the tears and that very moment remains deep inside me.

Guess what??? I found a song which totally describe the way I feel about this whole thing. Mostly about you.

Hope you have a nice day and Enjoy the clip. It has your name on it~ :)






It has been a long time ago. I'm sooo over it but juz wanna tell the whole world about it and also to get this off my chest.

and Boy! it sure feels good!!!! LOL

xoxox