i thank god for You..

what do u do when u realised that u are truely out of the game?

do you still remain there silently, hoping that one day he might look at u once more? or wld u just walk away quietly, leaving the happy couples alone?

i guess now to you, those memories of us might be nothings. let alone it happened in such a short period of time, both here and there. wld you remember that moment we sat at darling harbour during your last night there? the sweet cuddles and warm hugs... the playfulness and fun we had together.. how i tried to keep you warm when u were cold.. the cooking at home together... the way you held my hand.. the way you touched my hair.. the way u looked at me..

will u still remember the long walks we shared? the jokes n games we played? that ferry ride we had? i missed the windy blowing to my face.. i missed u standing behind me, protecting me.. i missed nursing that bad cut on ur finger.. i missed the many occasions u teased me... i missed spending time together with my friends n yours...

now that you got her.. will she give you the same happy times we got? or even better? i'm sure shes going to cook you better meals.. give you many more hugs and kisses.. nursing you back to good health.. to keep you warm when you're cold.. to pull you up when you're down.. to keep you grounded and whole.

u knew that i wouldnt be able to give you all these and perhaps more.. cos i'm not there and you're not here... but do know that no matter what happens, you have my blessings, my support and my respect.. to you, i'm perhaps now just a 'mate', a 'heng dai'.. to me, you are always that special someone who gave me strengh, who made me whole and who truely has a heart of gold...

you made me, once again, experienced that special kind of love.. of the purest kind.. of the innocence heart.. that kind of love which can conquer all obstacles in life.

thus, i thank god for You...








xoxox

it was everything but a beautiful dream to me...
i wish not to be awaken
but beautiful dreams are
nothing close to being everlasting