Tuesday, December 13, 2005
@12:56 AM
- Random Thoughts -[while i was going through the older photos...]i've never once imagined that my heart will be captured by Japanese boys. I have grown up with the thinking that Japanese people are mean people. With the history of Japan invasion into Singapore, China and the Southeast Asia, the impression of Japanese are crude, heartless and totally inhuman.
Then, the new generation of Japanese came into my life in the midst of this year. Through Celia, I gotten to know just how fun they actually are. They are friendly, fun-loving, easy and kind people. They are just like us.
I know i shouldnt be juding people from what their ancestors were and had done. I guess it's kinda those kind of things education injected you with. All along, Japanese was being protrayed badly. But that is in the past. The Wars are over. I guess you can't put all the blame into the younger generation with what the older generation did.
Never would I imagine that one of them can be so charming. He has the style, the talk and the vanity (hahahah). He loves antique and unique crystal rings. He's westernised in some ways. He knows how to be a gentleman and how to treat a girl right. From what I know, He is a unique group of Japanese boys. Not your average typical ones apparently. I guess that was what caught my attention. He was able to make me happy. The few days spent with him was chilled yet interesting. We talked about everything under the sun. He made me feel special. People was amazed that I was able to click with him so well.
When I first met him, I wasn't really fasinated by him in whatsoever ways. Maybe I was impressed by his fashion style and the way he carried himself. Other than that, he is just another one of the pretty boys around. But surprisingly, later towards the night and the days after, we gotten on pretty well...
I guess this is what one would call it - A Romantic Holiday Fling. Short but sweet.
Of course, many things reminded me of him. Going through the tons of photos we took, memories started running wildly in my mind. I definately miss the times together. We still keep in touch. But he is occupied with his life back in Japan while I am bumming around in mine back in Australia/Singapore.
Part of me wish to go visit him in Japan. But I know that is impossible. Not right now. Not financially capable of it yet.
As for now, I can only imagine and slowly wait for that moment to arrive - My first visit to Japan. To spend lovely time sightseeing Japan and seeing them, my Japanese friends once again - and Him.