Crush

What would you do if one day, you realised that time is up and everyone needs to go back to reality? And that one of them is someone whom you found out you still have that little bit of crush on? Would you go up to that someone and confess your bit of feeling? Or would you keep it to yourself and hoping to find a nice memorable farewell gift for him/her, hoping that as time goes by, that gift will not be forgotten?

What would you do? Or put it in a better way, what should you do?

Not telling might be good. Save the awkward embarressment after. But then that bad feeling of regret could drown you.

Telling means risking everything. Or maybe, it wouldn't be that bad. Maybe something good might come out of it? Maybe it's something mutual but both parties are just too shy to confess it. Or maybe it's once again a one-sided feeling.

Then again, how sure are you that the bit of crush is real? Maybe it's just a passing phrase. You'll get over it in no time! Perhaps that someone might not even remember you after one week back in their home country. Especially since that someone used to have this major crush on one of your friends. Probably that feeling still exist.

I really feel like telling.. Been trying to find that gift.. Do you think that someone will appreciate it?


Just finish my final paper today. Feeling exhausted and sad. Weird enough, I should be happy and celebrating. But it just seems to be as a normal after-exam feeling day... Plus I am not too confident with my marks really... -sigh-

regrets...

Work tomorrow evening. Party at night. Girls' night out after. Followed by a house party. With bit of shopping and packing here and there.

Gonna be a busy busy week..

9 more days left in Sydney.

Suddenly rush of emotions running through me.......... Wishing things could be easier...