After-exam Parties + Late Nights Early Mornings = Fever + Flu + Aches all over

This is the 3rd day of my too-much-drinks-and-parties-with-lack-of-sleep sickness. Was down with fever, flu, sore throat, aches and headache over the weekend.

Exams ended on Wednesday. Partied kinda hard at Greenwood, North Sydney on Thursday, after work. It was heaps fun though!!! Never been so happy in my life! hahahhaha well maybe it was just the alcohol (first time i drank till i see stars!!! good shit hey? lol) It was allllll goood. Especially when Peter was there to take care of us. hahahha ended the night (more like Friday morning) crashing over at Devi's place. Peter was nice enough to make us breakfast before we slept. (awwwwwww~) I love him!! But too bad he's attached :( hahahhaha.

Anywayz, met up with Devi, Colin and Jina on friday for dinner at Millore again. Gonna miss that place when i'm back in Singapore~ Went to Charlie Chan's for a drink after and I had coke. hhahha Woke up on Saturday morning with a sorethroat and that was when all the bad sickness started.. After work head back home to take a nap. Woke up 1 hour later, got ready to go devi's house party. It was alright... Kinda like an East meets West party. Everyone was there. Norweigans, Indonesians, Singaporeans, Korean, Japanese, Italian, Swedishs - you get the picture. I was particularly blowing my nose off that night! It was horrible :( Wanted to head back home to rest but Devi pulled me to go Cargo Bar with them after. *sigh* Reached home bout 4 plus in the morning and had to wake up at 10am later.....

Sunday morning, woke up at 11am. Was half an hour late for work. Kinda busy when I reached there and I was feeling terrible. Sick and all that. I still tried my best to get everything done. The boss saw my condition and let me off 1 hour earlier. Took a cab home (yes i was that sick!!) and went to bed straight. Slept on and off through today and I felt so much better. It was a good rest I needed.

As for today, met up with Zensho and his friend from Hawaiian (damn i've forgotten his name). Went to Lansdowne Hotel for dinner. Brought a bottle of wine, head back to devi's place to finish up and was looking forward to go Blu Horizon at Shangri-La Hotel but sadly we wouldn't allowed in cos the guys was wearing sneakers :( I was so looking forward to get my tolberone. Anyway, so we decided to go Cruise Bar instead. I think I'm having really bad luck today or something, there was a private function going on and the bar was closed by the time we reached there... So we had to walk in the rain to the opposite side - Opera Bar. Thank god it was still open!!! Had some drinks, then headed over to Pancakes on the Rocks - in the rain - for supper.

All these while we have been taking cabs. Cab here and there. It's terrible really. But blame it on the weather!! It's suppose to be summer!!!!! Damnit. It feels like damn winter/spring!!!! Doesn't make sense really.........

Anyhow, after Pancakes, went to StarBar for few drinks and game of pool. We were all tired out by then. hahahahahhahah took a cab back home. -sigh-

ALL that sums up my weekend!! hahhahahhahahha how fun~

My daily activities and happenings aside...

Lately I've been chatting on and off with this ex-primary schoolmate of mine. It's kinda weird. We seldom chat with each other for the longest time. In fact, it's almost like we never chat with each other since I added him! *lol* But strange enough, I msged him the other day and it started going on and off now. It's good. Least I've another someone to accompany me back in Singapore. He's heading back to Singapore think 14th Dec or something around that. Even talked about going travel to Paris together probably in 2 yrs time. Provided that he's not attached, I said. And he replied,"We'll never know, would we?" hahahhhaha

I miss chatting with Guillaume. He's such a darling.

Meeting Daniel for morning coffee on Wednesday. Can't figure out how I'm feeling inside. Strange I guess. Especially since I always screwed up the customers' coffee orders most of the time. Geez! Like how clumsy can I get?!?!?! *sigh* It's bad and not forgetting how embarressing!!

I'm going back home in 5 more days... Haven't finish my packing yet. Have to call up the shipping company as well. Plus afew other stuffs I have to do before I head back to Singapore...

Excited but sad about leaving. Oh well~ Life...

Crush

What would you do if one day, you realised that time is up and everyone needs to go back to reality? And that one of them is someone whom you found out you still have that little bit of crush on? Would you go up to that someone and confess your bit of feeling? Or would you keep it to yourself and hoping to find a nice memorable farewell gift for him/her, hoping that as time goes by, that gift will not be forgotten?

What would you do? Or put it in a better way, what should you do?

Not telling might be good. Save the awkward embarressment after. But then that bad feeling of regret could drown you.

Telling means risking everything. Or maybe, it wouldn't be that bad. Maybe something good might come out of it? Maybe it's something mutual but both parties are just too shy to confess it. Or maybe it's once again a one-sided feeling.

Then again, how sure are you that the bit of crush is real? Maybe it's just a passing phrase. You'll get over it in no time! Perhaps that someone might not even remember you after one week back in their home country. Especially since that someone used to have this major crush on one of your friends. Probably that feeling still exist.

I really feel like telling.. Been trying to find that gift.. Do you think that someone will appreciate it?


Just finish my final paper today. Feeling exhausted and sad. Weird enough, I should be happy and celebrating. But it just seems to be as a normal after-exam feeling day... Plus I am not too confident with my marks really... -sigh-

regrets...

Work tomorrow evening. Party at night. Girls' night out after. Followed by a house party. With bit of shopping and packing here and there.

Gonna be a busy busy week..

9 more days left in Sydney.

Suddenly rush of emotions running through me.......... Wishing things could be easier...

Dreams...

Dreams. How many of us have had dreams? Hundreds. Thousands. Millions. Billions. Gazillions. I have alot of my own. Be it day-dreams, dreams at night while asleep, etc. Most of the time my dreams are quite hard to come true. Most of the time, I know its impossible for it to happen. One has to be real at times. It's good to live in dreams but gotta head back to Earth as well...

Just finished my 2nd last paper earlier. I think I screwed it up - as usual. Have to contact my subject co-ordinators and see if they'll be free to meet up with me before I go back. Need to have a talk with them. Hopefully everything goes well.

Last paper is tomorrow. 6pm to 9:10pm. Part of me can't wait to get my revision started but part of me feels exhausted. I really want to pass this subject. Can't screw everything up. Like it's not bad enough already *blush* Zensho called me up in the afternoon asking for Port Stephen's accomodation details and also tomorrow night's program.

I'm so tired....

Sometimes I wish to be someone else. Someone better - prettier, richer, cleverer, slimmer. My goal when I'm back in Singapore is to lose weight. This time round it's for real. Gonna do it with my couz. Should be much easier and better as compared to trying to lose weight in Sydney. With me in the kitchen and nobody to cook for me, I'll whip up anything edible, if not just fast food and eat out with me mates =)

I'm going to miss it here... As in the good times with my friends and all. It's gonna be different back in Spore I feel. Firstly it's the weather, for sure. hahahahhhah oh well... I don't know what I'm feeling now really. The thought of having to leave one place - again. Have been moving here and there ever since Sec school. Sometimes I really wonder where do I belong? I'm having some kinda emotional rush right now. PMS maybe. And lack of sleep + stress. I wanna hug someone... I wanna see him again. He's like so near yet so far. Just a barely 1 hr plus apart. I could have easily get into the plane just to be near him once more. Before I leave. -sigh-

Wanted to put up a post lately but due to the time constraint, thought I better not and use the time to study instead. In the end, didn't really get anything done.

I feel so tired...

I feel like I've tried so hard but did so little. What's wrong with me? I feel it takes me a longer time to absorb my study materials as compared to the me 3 years ago. Am I becoming more stupid or am I just lazy? Can't be lazy... I tried so hard... But I just can't help but wander away... I feel so helpless.......... No matter how hard I tried, nothing works. Be it study, life, love...

Would it be easier if I just end everything?

Now isn't that a nice thought? -shatters-



Sometimes in my mind, when I start to wander into my own world, I dream about slow dancing with someone along with a romantic music on the background.

1 down - 2 more to go

Lately been trying very hard to concentrate on my final exams revision. Tryyinngg not to go out so often and stay home to study. Well, first paper i think i really screwed it up. Even mentally prepared to go back Sydney in late dec for the supplementary paper *blush* So, right now I have to really work hard on my last 2 papers. Can't screw them up as well~

Well, here are some updates on what i have been doing other than studying at home :)

11th Nov - Friday

Met up with Hang, Nick and Christophe for dinner at Millore Capital Square. My girls couldnt make it - Jina was in brisbane while Devi has a paper the next day, so it was just me and the guys. Dinner was good. We ordered the set meal for 4 which cost about $20 each and we were all reallyyy full~ Saw a cute korean waiter there as well. He looked kinda like the younger version of nicholas tse. Hahhahhahha Think his name is Su Yong?

Oh and nick was complaining to us about his mobile suddenly became faulty cos of some program bug... Apparently his brother sent him that mobile from korean so has to get back to his brother about it... So most of the time he was fiddling with his mobile and u get the idea~



Christophe and Hang acting soo important and cool... -_-"



The back view of the cute korean waiter (right) -_-"

Photographer : Christophe.
Taking silly pics of Hang and me



Here is Nick complaining to Christophe about his mobile

Christophe : The french james bond wannabe *lol*

Group Pic!!!



and complaining...



after dinner entertainment...
Fighters: Christophe V Hang
Venue: World Tower, George Street



still complaining and fiddling his mobile even when we were walking on the streets!!
Un-believeable~ Hhahahahhhahhahhah~
And that's Hang showing off his 3 months pregnant belly :P

12th Nov - Saturday

Met up with devi after my work and her exam at Ichiban for late lunch. Christophe popped by to have a lil chat. After that we hung around the city and decided to go Astral Bar later that night with Hang and Nick. We all met at Starbucks Darling Harbour and Hang brought along his new girl friend, think her name was Su Juan.

Havent been Astral for sooo long. There was a good crowd that night. Live band playing (every Fridays and Saturdays). Practically made a fool of ourselves taking silly pics there *sighhh*

Oh me and devi each both ordered martinis. I got one called Chilli Jam, couldn't remember what was Devi's called. But one thing's for sure, Chilli Jam tasted awful!!!! DON'T get that one ever!! I told Devi i'm ordering Toblerone and we both shared that *lol*

Later on, we left Astral and took some pics at Darling Harbour - the purple trees. Continued our drinking session at Paddy's Maguire. And had supper at Maccas.

So much for studying!!!!!! =(

My Chilli Jam Martini and Devi's cant-rem-the-name Martini *heheh*

Smart Casual Hang



The "gay" couple... Hang & Nick

Group Pic I

Group Pic II

The Girls - Su Juan, me, Devi

Plentiful pics of us @ Astral Bar



Hang made for us this lovely tissue roses - One each.



Awwwwwww~ that's Hang!! hahhha with his handmade white tissue roses *lol*



This lovely Advertisement poster at the Star City ground floor we both love


While waiting for Devi to get back her backpack from Star City clark room...



That's Hang with my handbag. hehehe

Started our revision at Broadway Cafe at about 5pm. It was good. Except for our Ice Coffee and Ice Chocolate. The whipped cream on top was like melted for some reason... It was bad.. It tasted alright but the cream wasn't all whipped up and standing like it's supposed to be. The whole presentation was kinda disappointing. I know that John (my boss) wouldn't let such thing to be serve to his customers *beamed* Even told devi about it. hahhaha.

:: Us trying very hard to look dilligent *lol* ::



:: Devi's pretty thighs (she took this herself!!) :: My urine test container sample bag ::


In between our revision, we saw few friends - 3 to be exact. First was Milosz. He came not long after we reached and settled ourselves down. Was with his workmates apparently. Then I saw Keisuke walking past. hahahha surprisingly he saw me as well and walked back to say hi. I was grinning from ear to ear. hahahhahahhahahha Even devi was like trying hard not to laugh at me *blush* But she was fasinated by Keisuke as well!! :P Guess we both just share the same taste in guys. The funny thing was earlier on I was trying to get Keisuke on his mobile but nobody picked up. Then we accidentally bumped into each other at the cafe. What's even more amazing was that.. the whole scenario was just weird. It's hard to explain here but anyway, really amazingly psychic shit. Anyhow, he told me that he left his mobile at his friend's place and was on his way to pick it up. And asked me what I was doing there and I said studying. He looked surprised and wondered why the heck am I studying for? hahahha finals i said. Well they (the japanese exchange students) are just here for the language so havent got any finals to tackle with. Just plenty of assignments. Eitherway, he asked me to meet up after my finals and yea~ Can't wait!! Hhahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahha.. -_-"

Yeah.. Christophe dropped by as well. Just to say hello and chat abit. He taught us abit of french too. Good stuff. hehehhe I manage to finish one lecture so it wasn't too bad.

Left the place at about 7plus and tried to study abit here n there. Tomorrow have to go get the urine test sample back *sigh* So much for wanting to stay home and study...

Just 3 more days left!!! Starting to feel the tension building up now *shrugs* Have to get my International Business revision going!! My 15th paper is going on slowly but steady. Cross my fingers everything will be fine..