It's Friday Night!

yup the weekends finally here. Surprising quick actually. Maybe becos i've been staying home ever since Wednesday to work on my assignment. Sad to say, nothing's been progressing. Sure i've got afew articles and information about the country and very few stuffs on my product, still its not going on too well. Actually i'm quite lost as to how and what I should write on first. Its baddddddd~

Heard from Keisuke that Kosuke will be back at 9pm. Koko is sick since yesterday and hopefully she'll be able to join us @ Sublime later. Mills will be coming and I think Kosuke is coming too. If not then I will just be staying home and work on my assignment. There's no point in just me and Mills clubbing there. Not fun at all~ Keisuke wouldn't be joining us. Apparently he has this friend's birthday to attend to and has misunderstood that it is on next friday. So yeah...

Had coffee @ Jet, QVB with Sean earlier on. Manage to buy my foundation at Myers and coffee after. We did our usual talks, about life and stuff. It's fun talking to him bout such. hahahah Sometimes we have different views and he's always sooo keen on teaching me the right way. Hahahha seriously, he's a fine friend to have and i'm glad to have known him since eons ago. Last time we weren't this close at all. Only recently since he came to Sydney last year that we started to hang out and have coffee together. You can say he's sort what my coffee kaki as well. Althou Audrey is my official buddy for that! hahahaha

Quite doubtful that it'll be fun later on. Actually i'm quite doubtful that we might be going at all. That silly Mills didn't send a text to Sublime Texthon and not sure if he'll wanna fork out $22 for entrance. Plus Kosuke didn't get back to me with regards to the VIP list. Don't really like it when things arent really planned out and confirmed. I guess there's always cliches here and there in life, but it'll be better if everything is organised. Ironically my room isnt really very organised, so say is my life. hahahahhaha But still, as long as i can see where i'm going, it's fine. And hey, it's not the place but the people that makes it fun!!! ;)

G told me about this girl earlier over our conversation. She's from Korean and gotten to know her thru Church. It's always "gotten to know him/her @ Church". Same story. People gotten to know this special someone @ Church and slowly they fall in love and stop going to church! hahahah okok I know G wouldn't stop going to church but usually that's the case.

I don't know how i'm feeling now really. Sad? Surprised? Broken hearted? Happy? I guess its a mixture of everything. I dont know whether to laugh or to cry. Perhaps both? Human beings are selfish people for sure. There's no doubt to it. I may be a really nice person (Ahem!) but sometimes I can be/am selfish. Like what he said, I know that this day would come. But I don't embrace for its forthcoming at all.... I guess it's a test of trust and the bondness between the both of us. I can stay faithful to him and put on a "Do Not Disturb" sign to all interested men but guys will be guys.. which is why I like Long Distance Relationships. It's a test. And i'm sad to say, until now few guys I know personally can stand The Test. Plus I really respect and 'kudos' to them who can remain faithful and true (doesn't matter what the other party might be up to over the other side). As long as your conscience is clear, there's nothing to hide.

And G, if you're reading this (althou the chances is small cos the fonts here is too small for you to read and ur eyes hurt after reading a short entry but!!), seriously I don't know how i'm feeling. I'm not angry at you. I guess it's all fair in love and war? It's just a one-sided thing for sure. Always have been. Never regretted it and part of me knows that you can never find a girl as nice and special and funny and playful and funloving and loyal and kind and gentle-at-times-but-can-be-rude-if-extremely-provoked and respectful and unique and great as me. (hahahahahahhahahaha yes i'm so confident of myself!! Hahhahaha u know u like it!) So if you ever need a friend around, i'm sure you know who to look for. And i'll never stop hoping until i know its time to let go.


Lallallalalalallalalallalalallaa~ Shall i get myself very high tonight? Hmmmmmmmm.. prob not... NO MONEY AHH!! hahahahhaha plus got a feeling might not go out also. Whatever. Doesn't really bothers me. I can work on my assignment better still~


+ Peace Out + Muacks*