Mark Darcy


"i like you,
just the way you are.."


there's so much things i would like to say.. i would want to say.. to you. but there's so little time. so limited words and so slim a change you actually want to listen. it breaks my heart not being able to paint out the things i have on my mind. it shatters me knowing that what i said might scare u away. since when words are so deadly? so poisonous and infectious? how i wish i can just shout to the whole world, scream out loud all my emotions.

its so hard to love someone and not knowing if that someone feels the same way or knows about what and how u feel. how can something so simple be so complicated? i need to know.... i want to know! but at the same time, i dont want to hear it. cos i know.... i know what those sentences are going to be. i know u wouldnt feel the same way as i do. i know. i know everything. but i do not want to know all these!! it hurts.. it hurts deep deep inside. i told u that i understand, but in a very painful way. i long for the day that my ears will open up and listen to new sentences. longing for the day when u feel the same way as i do. i know its hard for u too but i can wait. for how long? i myself do not know. but i know for a fact that now, all my heart has is you. cant u feel it? dont u understand?? or are you just trying to flick it away and pretend that its all good?

my heart cries for u. my heart dies for u. and my mind thinks about only u.

i'm waiting... waiting for the day that You will be ...my Mark Darcy.