Loving It!!!

yess!! i've finally completed my whole new design for my blog~ *bleaming with pride and joy* hahah well i kept afew things from my previous blog design, edited it and made a whole new design!! took me ages trying to find the perfect file hosting for my blog background. managed to get hold of this fantabulous hosting at Walagata. and the music from Pink Martini of cos. lets just say for now, its SOOOOOO ME!! :)))

right. as i spent many many hours editing, many trials and errors, reformatting, i've basically given up these time to actually study for my business law on monday *blush* i'm so clueless bout the stuffs i SHLD be studying. i just become so frantic once i look at the stuffs. i have to take some deep breaths and s-l-o-w-l-y figure out the perfect technique to get it right. still in the process of it. hope i'll be able to pass this time *sigh* having an open-book exam is totally useless when u havent got the right materials with u for assistance.

as for my jobs. another hopeless case. i'm thinking if i shld head out tmr to meet ST n get my visa stuffs done or shld i stay in and study for my exam. ST hasnt call me yet... suppose to call me today to confirm the time n all. hmmmm....

Egeria called me up this afternoon and told me a really shocking news. so damn shocking that i seriously didnt anticipate such news to ever happen so soon. i was even feeling happy that it was going on so smoothly!! shocking... i feel for you, i seriously do. sorry i cant be there to comfort u but i do hope u'll be stronger than before and tomorrow is another brand new beautiful day dont u think? like what they say, its not over til the fat lady swings! i see no fat lady & definately dont see any swings around (i hardly see any swings in those new children playground now as a matter afact....its disappointing..anyway!!) yeah. hang in there!! u know u got us around whenever u need us. *muacks*

i was going thru my frens' blog n came across one which (i think, if i'm not wrong) was commenting on this thingy. well.. as an outsider n not knowing whats been going on, i guess its possible dat the feeling is still there. its complicated. it has always been complicated ever since when a revolution been going on. even life itself is complicated! okok..i shld not dwell on this.

think i better start on my revision.........