before i gone to sleep this morning, i was actually thinking to myself that perhaps i'll just skip today's afternoon lecture to rest since the whole day i was juz sooo emotionally unstabled. but i had a good cry while typing out an email to him. just sad personal memories :) den woke up this morning n still pondering if i shld go for lecture... thought of smsing him bout it but i kinda guess wat he'll say "dont be lazy.go for it!" blahblahblah. well i felt kinda better and went for it in the end.
came back home, chatted with him for awhile on msn and made chicken chop for dinner. i totally forgotten about the email i sent him before i went to bed. not sure if he read it or not. probably he was tauramtised by my sudden burst of emotional state, which maybe explains why he didnt answer my calls earlier on. *thinks hard* ok. maybe i'm juz being paranoid again. hope to chat with him over the phone for a wee bit. mobile still got like $10 credits left. called him but no answer, thinking he might be taking his shower so i left him an sms to miss call me. he mentioned about sleeping early tonight but he doesnt usually sleeps sooo early at 10ish pm :( guess he doesnt want me to waste more money when i'm so broke right now. hope he finds a job soon thou.
i guess i really miss him alot *Blush* and i know he knows too. if only i know how he feels. i guess some part of me do but i wish he can feel more. its complicating.
i shld be starting on my revision for my law paper now. arghhhhh. unbeliveable.
christian called earlier asking me to go for dinner. its David's birthday today and he planned on giving him a surprise dinner party but told him i cldnt make it cos i'm broke! sorry to miss out on ur surprise bday dave. hope u guys had fun! *i know u will*
strange i havent heard from mum today. lol. gonna hit her a sms.
i still miss you.. :( i so wanna hop onto the plane and fly over to hug n spend every single moments with you again. its like u're so near.. yet so far.
*imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou*
The GIRL.
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