How I wish, that one can turn back time, back when we were young. when things was simplier, where there was just you and me, where we knew nothing, bout the birds and the bees.
you were the one who taught me, the whole meaning of love. you brought me laughter, anticipation, tears and pure joy. though you left me, reasons unknown back then, my love for you still remains.
but now its a whole different kind of love. its now a love of sweet memories, a love of hope. letting me know there is such a feeling in this world, a love as pure as the first born infant, a love only my heart knows.
we kept in touch and decided to give it another try. but the feeling wasnt there anymore, it wasnt the same as before. cause you and i have grown up, being mould into something different in some ways. and sadly, i let go. for i do not wish to forget, that once special feeling you gave me i was your first, your one and your only then. till now, it still remains in that special place of my heart.
but where are you now jeff? i try to find you everywhere, it seems you just disappeared. you are the first guy who gave me love, you are the first guy who touched my heart. you, waiting for me everyday after school. sometimes i wondered if you ever went to school yourself, because you seems to be at the gate, the moment i came out.
i still remember, the first time i saw you. you took my breath away. i am glad you stayed on after our first meet up. i still remember, our numberous chat session at the marble table. the first time you held my hand. our small adventures everywhere. the $2 heart i folded for you cos you did not want to accept my money. the childish nonsense you got into. i still remember, our first 'playground' at ToyRUs Marine Square. the first time you playfully tried, to punch my face when i was not looking. i still remember, Savage Garden being your favourite band. it became my favourite later too. But now they are no longer there, and so are you.
ever since i came to australia for my studies, i dont hear from you no more. do you know that i am in Australia now? i remember telling you before...
Dear Jeff, i hope you are doing fine right now. those stories you told me of over the phone, really worries me cause it seems you are still living in your old ways. i dont know if you are still there i dont know if you still remembers me
Dear Jeff, please give me a sign. be it in my dreams or some other ways. tell me you are doing alright.
Dear Jeff, i dreamt of you many many months ago. I felt you near but i was not able to see you clear
Dear Jeff, I have forgotten to tell you how much you meant to me.
Dear Jeff, i have forgotten to tell you how much i care
Dear Jeff, i have forgotten to tell you that
i really miss you alot......
* where are you? * * where art thou *
The GIRL.
|| pinkdixie ||
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