.Secret Garden.

today, i skipped my classes. yes...decided to juz skip today's lesson reason becos? well, i just needed a break. need to sort out my head. was chatting with jonathan on msn through the whole night till 8 the next morning. slept in and was woken up by the phone ring which turned out to be looking for the wrong person. checked my mobile and it was like 1pm. realised audrey sent me an sms at 11am asking if i wanna meet up with her in the city. hehehehehe. smsed her back and yeah. met up with her and robin at opera bar for coffee and cakes. it was a nice day.... juz sitting there enjoying the cool breeze and looking at the beautiful harbour bridge... thinking...

well, he didnt reply me. din bother at all.. watever. expected it i guess. i'm juz not sure if we're still friends. *Sigh* i shld do something bout it. for myself that is.. i shld... but i'm juz... *sigh* what can i say? some ppl juz cant accept it or he juz din bother at all. really wonder if he'll answer my calls. kinda scared to call him cos... i dont know.. what am i doing? i dont know too. this is crap. i know the rules but sometimes one juz cant help it. things we do to mentally torment ourselves.....

trying to distract myself from thinking too much. but seriously i shld do something bout myself. i juz need to lose some. and i'll be alright.

gonna hit back to my law books now.... *sigh*